Ive given up on ever finding a SN source. I've OD before on amitriptyline and ended up in ICU but this time I'm taking a lot more and will be left alone to die. My only fear is regaining conciousness even if for a moment and the psychosis or hallucinations that happen if I survive. I really don't want to fail but for some reason I feel I'm actually gonna die. It'll be hard swallowing 100 pills too but I know I can do it I'm so tired of life and have no hope in my future or abilities.
Curious as to why this isn't a more talked about method considering its easy to obtain and will 100% put you into a coma and likely give you a heart attack while you're out of it.
Curious as to why this isn't a more talked about method considering its easy to obtain and will 100% put you into a coma and likely give you a heart attack while you're out of it.
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