dembe
No lights, No music, JUST ANGER
- Feb 13, 2023
- 28
one time when i was 7 or 8, i was in attendance at a Christian school, the teacher said smthing like "if someone came in here right now and held a gun to your head and said "denounce the name of jesus and if you dont I will shoot you." would you do it?" and i was one of the few students who said yes, but i didnt say yes because i just loooveddd jesus so much, I said no cause i wanted the guy to shoot me, but traumatic things only started happening when I was like 10 or 11, why did i think that, i genuinely dont know. I mean I was getting lashes (beaten? hit? look he hit me with a belt) from my father but like so was every other kid, we got lashed at school sometimes too, its the caribbean, everyone is getting their ass whooped from time to time, but other than maybe that, tf was going with me? Did smthing happen that im surpressing? i dont think 8 or 7 year olds would naturally think of that. Also, weird fucking question to ask a bunch of 7 and 8 year olds.
