Amumu

Amumu

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Aug 29, 2020
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Day 1 : Midnight to 3 am. I feel terrible. I imagine shooting myself and I see my dead body.
I take antihistamine and then I sleep from 4 am to 7 am. Then I feel slightly depressed.
Day 2 : I take sleeping pills. I sleep from midnight to 6 am. Then I feel ok.
Day 3 : I sleep from midnight to 3 am. I feel terrible and my head hurts.
I take painkillers. I'm still depressed but my head doesn't hurt anymore.

Rinse and Repeat for days 4, 5, 6, 7

Good night
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
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Living with insomnia is a fun thing, isn't it? Hugs to you :hug:
 
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It'sNotLookingGood

It'sNotLookingGood

You Know I Couldn't Last
Mar 1, 2020
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Bad insomnia here too
I wake up multiple times a night, and always get really bad nightmares/anxiety dreams - so I don't even really like sleep when I'm able to get it. Very envious when others talk about sleep being an escape for them!

Although smoking weed does help dull my dreams/stop me dreaming as much, and also helps me get to sleep easier:)
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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Bad insomnia here too
I wake up multiple times a night, and always get really bad nightmares/anxiety dreams - so I don't even really like sleep when I'm able to get it. Very envious when others talk about sleep being an escape for them!

Although smoking weed does help dull my dreams/stop me dreaming as much, and also helps me get to sleep easier:)

I remember when I was a teenager sometimes I could sleep 9 hours... I was depressed but not completely tired at least.
I can't smoke due to health problems but maybe I'll try oil or edibles (not sure for the latter) someday.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
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I have had insomnia most of my life and it renders me completely dysfunctional. I know that rinse and repeat feeling very well. I am sorry y'all know what it is like.
 
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It'sNotLookingGood

It'sNotLookingGood

You Know I Couldn't Last
Mar 1, 2020
221
I remember when I was a teenager sometimes I could sleep 9 hours... I was depressed but not completely tired at least.
I can't smoke due to health problems but maybe I'll try oil or edibles (not sure for the latter) someday.
I think edibles would work wonders for you:)
If you're from the UK, I can pm you a vendor if you want?
 
Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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I think edibles would work wonders for you:)
If you're from the UK, I can pm you a vendor if you want?
I'm not from the UK but why not
I've never seen edibles in continental Europe tbh
 
ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
I think edibles would work wonders for you:)
If you're from the UK, I can pm you a vendor if you want?
Could you PM me the same? :hihi:

I've struggled with this all my life but it's especially bad now cos I've run out of my meds so I'm cold turkey off SSRI's til payday. Lucky if I get 2 or 3 hours and my bed is soaked in cold sweat after a vivid nightmare if I do get those few hours
 
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