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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
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So ive been slowly feeling better but there are things like school that still set me off. However when i was requesting to be put into a class so i can graduate by the summer, i was reluctant to say the real reason.

I feel like i don't want to waste my time and money on an extra semester should be a good answer. But i also added that being in school is bad for my mental health and that i hated school and was tired of commuting.

I've been dealing with this registration issues since early december but it's only after i said it affected my mental health they fixed it.

And it's like i don't want to go around telling everyone I'll kill myself but like that's legit the only reason why anyone helps me at school.

In my last school they wanted to charge me a cancelation fee for cancelating my room that i won't be using till august in may. I told them the fee was ridiculous and i was already struggling with not jumping out the windows and suddenly the fee was gone.

Like instead of just helping people they really just go out of their way to be assholes and suddenly they can fix things for "mental health reason"

I already feel embarrassed that i can't go through and enjoy college like a normal person, especially after doing so well in High school. I don't want everyone to know that i fantasize about killing myself on the daily. Especially since i know I'll never actually do it because I'm too scared.
 
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