Venting We are just a floating rock

[longlifetolive]

We are all just mindlessly floating through space with no direction. Why would it matter that I leave this place? There are sextillions of stars in the universe, each likely to have a few planets. A single planet around a single star has no significance to the universe. Especially when theres 8+ billion people on it. If I ctb right now, 99.99999999% of people on earth would never know. No one would even lose anything physical. Just some brain activity that has gone away. Existence is painful.

 

[AbsentMindedHuman]

It truely is exhausting. When you realize there no point, especially for those of us who only live to suffer. It makes things quite clear.

 

[pleaseiwanttogo]

Yes, but I'm afraid someone's right about some religion lol hope not. Anyway, we may not be important or sigficant in the universe, but we are for the people who loves us. I know I'm less than a grain of sand, but for my grandma I'm like this big important cow that gives milk to the family you know, same as my cousins who may be the chicken or horses or I don't know, but we are very important to her! Maybe you're also a cow to someone.
Love.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

That's true... we are just unconscious material in a temporary state of consciousness before returning back to whence we came. So in that sense, there are no expectations, there is no will for you to follow that is divine, there is nothing set in stone. In time humanity's wound on earth will heal, as if we never existed at all. For some that's a curse, for others that is freedom. I don't care to live forever, if there is only one life, then the universe goes out with you when you CTB. The fact that no matter how hard I try I will be forgotten brings such relief. I want my name to be foreign to every single person on Earth. I want my face to look alien. My story forgotten.

There is nothing inherently wrong with Suicide... will that stop me from grieving myself, and trying to convince others to live on if they have the chance of happiness? OFC not. But looking out into the stars and realizing how insignificant I am and how my life doesn't matter is the only thing that can give me such reprieve at a glance. The only thing that matters is Love. The only thing that holds me back is love. Love for my family, friends. I struggle sooo hard with that

 

[longlifetolive]

Maybe you're also a cow to someone.

I feel like no one in my life treats me like im a cow but when im dead everyone will flock around me and say they all though of me as a great person and wish i was still there. I always try to show my gratitude to everyone I can to try to make them feel like a cow, even when very few people do it to me.

 

[amomentspeace]

You give your own meaning to life. No one can tell you that life has meaning, or that it doesn't. You are free to give a meaning (or lack of meaning) to life as you please. Do you know about Robert Camus and absurdism? It's been gaining some small popularity lately

"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life" - Albert Camus

I'm not trying to drive you away from your path. Nihilism just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Be safe friend, wishing you the best

 

[NonEssential]

I'm certain some people have found their meaning in their lives, I don't really think there's one for mine though.

 

[E Butler]

The human brain is the most complex structure in the known universe. You're literally the most interesting thing for possibly billions of light years

 

[longlifetolive]

You give your own meaning to life. No one can tell you that life has meaning, or that it doesn't. You are free to give a meaning (or lack of meaning) to life as you please. Do you know about Robert Camus and absurdism? It's been gaining some small popularity lately

"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life" - Albert Camus

I'm not trying to drive you away from your path. Nihilism just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Be safe friend, wishing you the best

Just searched this up, It has brought a new light to my life. Thank you

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I could personally never see any point to any of this, I see it as completely futile to exist, all I hope for is to not exist with all finally gone and forgotten about for me, I just wish to be permanently unconscious of this existence, to me existing really is just waiting to die, I also find it painful to suffer in this existence.