looking everywhere, i see humanity doomed for extinction or a deep depression no matter what happens at this point. im stocking up on non perishables, useful books and want to be sure on a suicide method, i might print it out. i want to print out shit more now that its clearer and clearer that the internet isnt even reliable. so yeah we are all going to die, and its going to suck ass so i want out quicker if i dont have any community or people to provide for. sorry. i shouldnt talk to selfishly but i dont know what i can really say that will help, reading history has made me more suicidal as well. may we be united in all dying someday.