Discussion Ways I've come up with to ctb.

[Crows]

The ways I've thought of to ctb are to 1. Drink antifreeze, I've already done this method and the antifreeze is so nasty tasting tasting that I threw up the little I did drink , I even mixed about 1000 ml with lots of water until I got the recommended lethal dose down and it didn't do anything , not even make me sick. I don't know how people are about to poison or kill themselves on this method . I even heard of stories where people were poisoning others and they died on this method. Not really sure how that happened cause you can definitely taste it with anything you mix it with. 2. Another method involves me buying a small BBQ grill and bbq briquets and putting it in my bathroom , seems too easy so I'm sure I might mess up on that and yes it's a small bathroom with a ventilator , I'm sure the problems might be too hot or the ventilator not letting enough CO in to CTB. 3. I've even thought of getting a ladder and jumping off this high building that's close to my house. But I really don't like heights and it seems far up , I think it's a 2 to 3 story height at best. Might seriously injure myself instead of ctb'ing.I really want to CTB soon since I believe this is the best alternative in my life. Thank you for the comments in return .

 

[one4all]

The ways I've thought of to ctb are to 1. Drink antifreeze, I've already done this method and the antifreeze is so nasty tasting tasting that I threw up the little I did drink , I even mixed about 1000 ml with lots of water until I got the recommended lethal dose down and it didn't do anything , not even make me sick. I don't know how people are about to poison or kill themselves on this method . I even heard of stories where people were poisoning others and they died on this method. Not really sure how that happened cause you can definitely taste it with anything you mix it with. 2. Another method involves me buying a small BBQ grill and bbq briquets and putting it in my bathroom , seems too easy so I'm sure I might mess up on that and yes it's a small bathroom with a ventilator , I'm sure the problems might be too hot or the ventilator not letting enough CO in to CTB. 3. I've even thought of getting a ladder and jumping off this high building that's close to my house. But I really don't like heights and it seems far up , I think it's a 2 to 3 story height at best. Might seriously injure myself instead of ctb'ing.I really want to CTB soon since I believe this is the best alternative in my life. Thank you for the comments in return .

Well i'm truly sorry you have come to this point in your life. I can offer you some resources that may help you find something to help in your endeavors. But you also might want to talk with a few folks here. They may be able to help you through what ever is going on in your life.
Would you care to at least let the community know why you want out?

here is the resource page Resource Compilation

 

[faust]

The ways I've thought of to ctb are to 1. Drink antifreeze, I've already done this method and the antifreeze is so nasty tasting tasting that I threw up the little I did drink , I even mixed about 1000 ml with lots of water until I got the recommended lethal dose down and it didn't do anything , not even make me sick. I don't know how people are about to poison or kill themselves on this method . I even heard of stories where people were poisoning others and they died on this method. Not really sure how that happened cause you can definitely taste it with anything you mix it with. 2. Another method involves me buying a small BBQ grill and bbq briquets and putting it in my bathroom , seems too easy so I'm sure I might mess up on that and yes it's a small bathroom with a ventilator , I'm sure the problems might be too hot or the ventilator not letting enough CO in to CTB. 3. I've even thought of getting a ladder and jumping off this high building that's close to my house. But I really don't like heights and it seems far up , I think it's a 2 to 3 story height at best. Might seriously injure myself instead of ctb'ing.I really want to CTB soon since I believe this is the best alternative in my life. Thank you for the comments in return .

Hello, the only one reliable method here would be charcoal. But you will have to burn the charcoal until it is gray somewhere outside anyway, otherwise the bathroom will be full of toxic smoke and you will start coughing, your eyes will be sore resulting in failed CTB attempt and horrible smell in your house. Antifreeze and jumping from such a small height are not even methods for sure.

 

[Crows]

Well i'm truly sorry you have come to this point in your life. I can offer you some resources that may help you find something to help in your endeavors. But you also might want to talk with a few folks here. They may be able to help you through what ever is going on in your life.
Would you care to at least let the community know why you want out?

here is the resource page Resource Compilation

The short of it is I'm having financial difficulties and I'd rather die than to be homeless . Thanks for the input. :)

Hello, the only one reliable method here would be charcoal. But you will have to burn the charcoal until it is gray somewhere outside anyway, otherwise the bathroom will be full of toxic smoke and you will start coughing, your eyes will be sore resulting in failed CTB attempt and horrible smell in your house. Antifreeze and jumping from such a small height are not even methods for sure.

Thank you for your input , I might need gloves for this I'm sure lol

 

[one4all]

The short of it is I'm having financial difficulties and I'd rather die than to be homeless . Thanks for the input. :)

I totally understand that.
You are very welcome. I hope things change in your favor before you CTB. Life is a weird game sometimes.

The short of it is I'm having financial difficulties and I'd rather die than to be homeless . Thanks for the input. :)

Thank you for your input , I might need gloves for this I'm sure lol

Make sure all ventilation is sealed off in the room you plan on doing that in. Also leave a note letting anyone entering that there is CO2 in the house. No point killing off or poising the people coming in

 

[Lostnotfound]

The short of it is I'm having financial difficulties and I'd rather die than to be homeless . Thanks for the input. :)

I dont know where you are in the world but before you CTB have you looked at practical solutions? Benefits? Shelters? Charities? Is there anything temporary to help you back on your feet? I'm not here to talk you out of CTB but that decision is final. You can check out practical solutions and if that doesn't work your choice to CTB can be made anytime but you can't CTB and then check out the practical solutions, if there are any. Happy to chat through any ideas with you if you want

 

[one4all]

I dont know where you are in the world but before you CTB have you looked at practical solutions? Benefits? Shelters? Charities? Is there anything temporary to help you back on your feet? I'm not here to talk you out of CTB but that decision is final. You can check out practical solutions and if that doesn't work your choice to CTB can be made anytime but you can't CTB and then check out the practical solutions, if there are any. Happy to chat through any ideas with you if you want

Good point. I foolishly assumed those avenues where already a dead end. *Slaps self silly*

Thank you for bringing that up!
Never hurts to ask

 

[Lostnotfound]

Good point. I foolishly assumed those avenues where already a dead end. *Slaps self silly*

Thank you for bringing that up!
Never hurts to ask

OP more than likely has exhausted all avenues but 2 minds are better than 1 and there are 11,000 of them on here. Someone might have a brainwave .... nothing to lose x

 

[one4all]

OP more than likely has exhausted all avenues but 2 minds are better than 1 and there are 11,000 of them on here. Someone might have a brainwave .... nothing to lose x

You got that right. That is why i like this forum. Someone thinking out side of the box that can actually help some one get back on their feet

 

[Crows]

I've done everything I can . Main thing is to get a job and because of my shitty work history that I blame on my mental illness, (Schizoaffective, in case anyone is interested) I've had a hard time getting a job. Hell right now I'm on housing assistance and having my mom pay my bills , but I know that can't last forever and neither would I want it too. I just feel trapped with no way out.

 

[one4all]

I've done everything I can . Main thing is to get a job and because of my shitty work history that I blame on my mental illness, (Schizoaffective, in case anyone is interested) I've had a hard time getting a job. Hell right now I'm on housing assistance and having my mom pay my bills , but I know that can't last forever and neither would I want it too. I just feel trapped with no way out.

Well i wish there were better options for you, I can't tell you to say or go. Just make sure your mind is made up before you do anything. SI is one MUTHA F'ER. Like i said before life has a funny way of doing things.

 

[Crows]

I totally understand that.
You are very welcome. I hope things change in your favor before you CTB. Life is a weird game sometimes.


Make sure all ventilation is sealed off in the room you plan on doing that in. Also leave a note letting anyone entering that there is CO2 in the house. No point killing off or poising the people coming in

Good idea leaving a note :)

 

[Lostnotfound]

So I am UK and here we have housing associations that offer help especially for people with diagnosed conditions. A lot of the charities for mental health have homes they rent out to diagnosed people so that help is on hand. Maybe if you told us where you were someone in that part of the world might have some knowledge?

 

[one4all]

Good idea leaving a note :)

Well now i've used up all my good ideas for the year

 

[Crows]

Well i wish there were better options for you, I can't tell you to say or go. Just make sure your mind is made up before you do anything. SI is one MUTHA F'ER. Like i said before life has a funny way of doing things.

I wish there were better options for me too. Is SI short for smoke inhalation? And if so I wish there was an easier way for me to go but I don't know how to shoot up and I'm sure SN is too complicated for me.
Lmao

Well now i've used up all my good ideas for the year

 

[one4all]

I wish there were better options for me too. Is SI short for smoke inhalation? And if so I wish there was an easier way for me to go but I don't know how to shoot up and I'm sure SN is too complicated for me.
Lmao

SI is short for Survival Instinct. Sn can seem complicated.. but then again so does CO2. It does take planning and the will to actually go through with it. SN for me though seems a better way due to it MIGHT not cause permanent damage to you if you fail