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MicropBaldCurrycel

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Since i live in a third world Country and dont have alot of money at my disposal i have to find unique methods and found this so far:

1. Water overdose , I read about a few cases of this , one a lady drank alot of water to win a nintendo and another person over drank water from a doctor telling her to drink plenty of water but she over did it.

How painful would this death be and would it have a high chance of success.

i read something about it removes all the salt from your body?

2. Insulin overdose? i suck at injecting/doing medical stuff but i read an Overdose of insulin injection can kill, i can get insulin cheap in my country.. how many injections would you say and would it be painful and effective? i read it can be peaceful. Am a non diabetic

3. Theres this beans from the market i read you can buy and it has poison called ricin ? idk not too sure on this i have to read up more but they say a few beans does the trick.

4.Jumping ( cheap but seems very scary and idk awkward with doing it in public, also could hurt people below and damage things/tramatize kids)
but if a person is desperate enough i guess other factors dont matter.

5.Gun shot to my head? i can buy a gun cheap here but illegal but who cares about being caught or arrested anyway when theyre already willing to die and dont care about consequences/already gave up on life.
My only issues is that i dont want a blown up bloody head with brain matter sticking out so as not to extra traumatize my elderly father after being called to identify my corpse, while being identify a childs corpse is horrific itself i think seeing that type of injury would make it worse but its a resort and i can save for a few months and buy a gun from the drug dealers and gangster that stay nearby.

6. drug overdose, i can buy drugs from the same dealers that live nearby, it may cost a bit more? and i suck at injecting but i read heroin is the best painless way to go as it becomes morphine once digested. But again i suck at injecting and id fuck it up.
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

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Given the list of options, I would probably go towards Heroin OD. Seems to have a high degree of effectiveness as long as sufficient amount is used and you are not found in time for noloxone as well as being a presumably euphoric exit. That being said, I have not done H myself so just speculating and there is the learning curve for cooking/injecting for success.

It's hard to imagine the water OD method being even mildly reliable, but I honestly know nothing about it other than it is actually a thing.

Gun would probably be next on the list for reliability, but I would tend to avoid it for the reasons you mentioned. I have had this method available for some time, but never really close to wanting to utilize it.

The most interesting on the list is insulin OD. I haven't really seen much discussion of this here, but not sure why. It is definitely a thing, and fairly accessible in most places. From my understanding it produces a coma state that likely leads to death without treatment. I suspect there are reasons why this is not a reliable or pleasant method, but not aware of the details.

I'm sorry you feel the need to CTB, but I hope you can find a swift and peaceful method if you ultimately choose that path :heart:
 
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Given the list of options, I would probably go towards Heroin OD. Seems to have a high degree of effectiveness as long as sufficient amount is used and you are not found in time for noloxone as well as being a presumably euphoric exit. That being said, I have not done H myself so just speculating and there is the learning curve for cooking/injecting for success.

It's hard to imagine the water OD method being even mildly reliable, but I honestly know nothing about it other than it is actually a thing.

Gun would probably be next on the list for reliability, but I would tend to avoid it for the reasons you mentioned. I have had this method available for some time, but never really close to wanting to utilize it.

The most interesting on the list is insulin OD. I haven't really seen much discussion of this here, but not sure why. It is definitely a thing, and fairly accessible in most places. From my understanding it produces a coma state that likely leads to death without treatment. I suspect there are reasons why this is not a reliable or pleasant method, but not aware of the details.

I'm sorry you feel the need to CTB, but I hope you can find a swift and peaceful method if you ultimately choose that path :heart:
thanks for you sympathies,,, would Heroin not Overdose if injected or smoked?

yes indeed the insulin method is interesting.

i read it on reddit an quora.

some say you slip into a coma.
 
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apoptosis

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thanks for you sympathies,,, would Heroin not Overdose if injected or smoked?

yes indeed the insulin method is interesting.

i read it on reddit an quora.

some say you slip into a coma.
I think you could do both heroin and insulin.

I found a research paper that says opioids (which heroin is) prevents your body from doing certain things that help you when you're hypoglycemic, which is how insulin kills.

What I suggest is you practice until you're certain you will get it right. There are resources on the internet that can help, I think. I wouldn't practice with drugs. If possible, I would try and practice with saline solution with a 0.9% concentration of NaCl. This won't be harmful for your body and you can learn how to find veins.

The most important thing with this is keeping everything sterile. Purify everything as much as possible. Sanitize every piece of equipment you'll use if you'll practice.

I wish you peace and happiness.
 
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would Heroin not Overdose if injected or smoked?
I don't know the effectiveness if smoked. My guess would be it is near impossible to take in a sufficient amount to CTB by smoking it as you would just pass out first. Injection seems like the reliable way to be sure a lethal amount enters and is retained by your body before loss of consciousness. However, I have no personal experience with H other than a few friends who did it in the past many years ago.

Having just read your other post I would very much like to reiterate the thoughts of the other poster that "It was absolutely NOT your fault" I certainly understand the feeling of regret and guilt in hindsight, but I implore you to consider that you are not responsible for what happened and should not be a reason to CTB. I will always respect a persons choice to know what's best for them, but please reconsider this punishment for yourself. You did nothing wrong :heart:
 
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I saw post where heroin overdose paralyzed someone. Be careful.
 
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Pure heroin is not cheap and highly not avaliable for profit reasons obviously mixed with other drugs .
 
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Rabbit50

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Apr 5, 2022
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Since i live in a third world Country and dont have alot of money at my disposal i have to find unique methods and found this so far:

1. Water overdose , I read about a few cases of this , one a lady drank alot of water to win a nintendo and another person over drank water from a doctor telling her to drink plenty of water but she over did it.

How painful would this death be and would it have a high chance of success.

i read something about it removes all the salt from your body?

2. Insulin overdose? i suck at injecting/doing medical stuff but i read an Overdose of insulin injection can kill, i can get insulin cheap in my country.. how many injections would you say and would it be painful and effective? i read it can be peaceful. Am a non diabetic

3. Theres this beans from the market i read you can buy and it has poison called ricin ? idk not too sure on this i have to read up more but they say a few beans does the trick.

4.Jumping ( cheap but seems very scary and idk awkward with doing it in public, also could hurt people below and damage things/tramatize kids)
but if a person is desperate enough i guess other factors dont matter.

5.Gun shot to my head? i can buy a gun cheap here but illegal but who cares about being caught or arrested anyway when theyre already willing to die and dont care about consequences/already gave up on life.
My only issues is that i dont want a blown up bloody head with brain matter sticking out so as not to extra traumatize my elderly father after being called to identify my corpse, while being identify a childs corpse is horrific itself i think seeing that type of injury would make it worse but its a resort and i can save for a few months and buy a gun from the drug dealers and gangster that stay nearby.

6. drug overdose, i can buy drugs from the same dealers that live nearby, it may cost a bit more? and i suck at injecting but i read heroin is the best painless way to go as it becomes morphine once digested. But again i suck at injecting and id fuck it up.
I read about the water intoxication yesterday, so thought I would give it a go today. I drunk 4 litres in 1 hour and 45 minutes today. I got a bit of a bearable headache, then vomited about 15 minutes later. I don't know how much, but the lady that you read about also vomited before she died, so there is hope yet! You could try taking an anti emetic, but the lady that died drank 6 litres in 3 hours and I don't think I could physically drink another 2 litres before the 3 hours had elapsed.

The beans that you get ricin from are castor beans. I think they need to be processed in some way to extract ricin from them.

I'm considering jumping as well - obviously you need to make sure you're high enough, as you don't want to be injured and survive. Your survival instinct (SI) will be strong with this method, so you will find that it will be hard to actually jump.

I can't make any comment about the other methods you're considering.
 
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Apr 7, 2022
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Ricin is deadly after prep. It's not instant...3+ days.
 
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uniqueuser

Member
Jan 16, 2021
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Since i live in a third world Country and dont have alot of money at my disposal i have to find unique methods and found this so far:

1. Water overdose , I read about a few cases of this , one a lady drank alot of water to win a nintendo and another person over drank water from a doctor telling her to drink plenty of water but she over did it.

How painful would this death be and would it have a high chance of success.

i read something about it removes all the salt from your body?

2. Insulin overdose? i suck at injecting/doing medical stuff but i read an Overdose of insulin injection can kill, i can get insulin cheap in my country.. how many injections would you say and would it be painful and effective? i read it can be peaceful. Am a non diabetic

3. Theres this beans from the market i read you can buy and it has poison called ricin ? idk not too sure on this i have to read up more but they say a few beans does the trick.

4.Jumping ( cheap but seems very scary and idk awkward with doing it in public, also could hurt people below and damage things/tramatize kids)
but if a person is desperate enough i guess other factors dont matter.

5.Gun shot to my head? i can buy a gun cheap here but illegal but who cares about being caught or arrested anyway when theyre already willing to die and dont care about consequences/already gave up on life.
My only issues is that i dont want a blown up bloody head with brain matter sticking out so as not to extra traumatize my elderly father after being called to identify my corpse, while being identify a childs corpse is horrific itself i think seeing that type of injury would make it worse but its a resort and i can save for a few months and buy a gun from the drug dealers and gangster that stay nearby.

6. drug overdose, i can buy drugs from the same dealers that live nearby, it may cost a bit more? and i suck at injecting but i read heroin is the best painless way to go as it becomes morphine once digested. But again i suck at injecting and id fuck it up.
r u in Pakistan
 
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Cosmic dust

Among the stars
Feb 28, 2022
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Some seeds also contain cyanide, like apple seeds, but I don't think anyone ever died from it, its probably less reliable than ricin. I suppose one could extract the cyanide, with the proper technical knowledge and tools.

I once heard of caffeine overdose. Sounds intetesting, but for all those methods that imply drinking or eating something, its probably better to just go for SN, if you can find it.

I like the idea of jumping as well, if only there was a place close by.
 

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