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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
I am trying to ctb. I am so unfixable. I am sectioned in hospital and can't access any other method. They're not observing me at 15 minute intervals as of today and I'm surrounded by ill people who actually need and deserve psychiatric help. I am a cunt who just can't handle how much of a cunt I am!! Can't find much info on death by water intoxication but figure it's gotta be worth a try as I have no other method here. Only managed 2.5l in last hour n really need to pee! I don't think this will work but at least no-one will know about it if it doesn't and if it does. I can disappear and stop ruining the lives of all the people who I've manipulated into believing I'm a good person
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
342
8 liters in a few hours, just keep drinking I guess. This is backup method for me
 
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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
Will it still work if u pee? I'm busting already
 
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Tartuffe

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Mar 31, 2022
342
I'd presume so as the water is changing the balance of your body's chemicals. Theres no way you can keep that amount of liquid in
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,429
I don't really know anything about that method but it sounds like such an awful way to try and die, and I can imagine that it must be unbearable to try and follow through with. But I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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Amakishiyo

Amakishiyo

Despite everything, it's still you
Mar 5, 2023
118
This is not a good method and way too unreliable, you will most likely suffer a lot of painful symptoms before achieving death.
And as you are in a hospital, doctors will notice this and keep you from doing so.
 
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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
This is not a good method and way too unreliable, you will most likely suffer a lot of painful symptoms before achieving death.
And as you are in a hospital, doctors will notice this and keep you from doing so.
Only symptoms I see pptentially are nausea n throwing up. Not nice but they won't assume I am doing this if I puke
 
Amakishiyo

Amakishiyo

Despite everything, it's still you
Mar 5, 2023
118
Only symptoms I see pptentially are nausea n throwing up. Not nice but they won't assume I am doing this if I puke
"The early-stage symptoms may include fatigue, nausea, vomiting, headaches, and blurred vision, as well as mental status changes such as confusion, restlessness, irritability, and lethargy. The signs may include muscle tremors, muscle cramps, psychosis, seizures, increased salivation, diarrhea, hyperpyrexia, and anhidrosis. In extreme cases, pulmonary and brain edema can lead to a coma and death."
 
Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
They aren't checking on me very regularly and i often get agitated mental states at night time anyway. They will hopefully give ne some chill pills! They know I've had a headache for weeks and if anyone notices I'm drinking alot I can explain I'm trying to get rid of my head ache. It's kinda true. I'm trying to get rid of my brain shit. I need to switch it off
 
Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
Still here. Got extrme head ache, confusion, blirry vision, hard to walk straight and really tired. Today been peeing constantly but otherwise OK. Was gross feeling.really nauseous and lethargic. Certainly not peaceful. Don't think I'd try that again. Guess it's just w waiting game ril I can have my freedom to ctb where no-one can stop me
 
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