depressedsally
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- Nov 6, 2020
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As my CTB date is nearing! I can't make my mind up what way I want to go now. I just want a quick painless way out
Once i get to the point of faint and dizziness I would just get into the bath and go under then if it didn't work then am going to do CO what are the chances of me surviving and being brain dead I don't want that OMG I couldn't think of anything worseWhatever you feel most comfortable with. Water black out would scare me personally. I hope you find peace and calm in method chosen
Thank you I think I might just try CO cause I don't wanna be a vegetable the rest of my life if it failedIf I had to choose, I'd go for CO. I find water blackout too scary.
Good luck with whatever method you choose and hope you can find peace soon :3
Can you tell me about your experience how did it make you feel did you go unconscious or not?I would probably choose CO. I tried shallow water blackout before and I couldn't do it.
Really feel for you, I would like you to be happy and I understand ctb is that happiness but I would like you to go with peaceOnce i get to the point of faint and dizziness I would just get into the bath and go under then if it didn't work then am going to do CO what are the chances of me surviving and being brain dead I don't want that OMG I couldn't think of anything worse
I was not able to go unconscious, maybe it was just me being stupid but I don't know, seems kinda hard.Can you tell me about your experience how did it make you feel did you go unconscious or not?
I want to to peaceful and am scared of heights can't go that way. I couldn't jump or torcher someone else's life like jumping in front of a train gosh no. Hanging is also something I couldn't do it scared me am so limited to ways. I just wish I had a button I could just turn offReally feel for you, I would like you to be happy and I understand ctb is that happiness but I would like you to go with peace
Yes I think it might be hard to do and I've not read any successful people on here. Unless you know of any?I was not able to go unconscious, maybe it was just me being stupid but I don't know, seems kinda hard.