ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
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i bet they do not expect it.
i wonder how things will change for them. how they'll manage to keep going. what it will be like to them.
when I think about it, giving up cbt seems for the best. i want them to be happy, no matter how wrong they did me. i wish I could find someone to replace me, so i could just go without this burden against my chest. i wish there was a way to leave without breaking them.
but i guess that things like this always come with a high price that cannot be avoided. perhaps it's a equivalent exchange, perhaps in this universe both cannot exist... it's either my peace or theirs. to me freedom, to them hell.
i wonder how things will change for them. how they'll manage to keep going. what it will be like to them.
when I think about it, giving up cbt seems for the best. i want them to be happy, no matter how wrong they did me. i wish I could find someone to replace me, so i could just go without this burden against my chest. i wish there was a way to leave without breaking them.
but i guess that things like this always come with a high price that cannot be avoided. perhaps it's a equivalent exchange, perhaps in this universe both cannot exist... it's either my peace or theirs. to me freedom, to them hell.