Was gonna go outside today like an hour ago and drink the SN in my bottle but chickened out when I saw dogs (failed goodbye thread)

[ultrasharpy123456]

So I might have to change where I can ctb. I was walking across the street when I saw 2 girls and their dog going to a field to play and I couldn't go there because you know... So I might have to go to the forest where this woman lives. It's not too bad of a walk.

 

[casual_existence]

You can't do it in a non public space?

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

I have no other privacy besides that. I suppose I could do on my patio but the problem is I'd need to do it when my brother is sleeping and when my sister is outside and my mother is unaware. Although I'm not sure if they would hear me coughing and vomiting and such.

 

[ObscureSunshine]

I swear dogs are God's agents of life.

They tripped me up twice.