Venting Was feeling good this morning now I’m in a very dark hole

[Alec]

It's basically just this, I was feeling good this morning, I guess I was just willing to ignore shit. But now I chose not to keep riding that wave and everything is so dark again. Maybe feeling good for me will always be a lie I tell myself and it's never real. I'm so sad right now only the thought of suicide prevents me from falling into panic attack and the only thing that comforts me.

 

[TheSoulless]

Sorry to hear that. Good feelings to you.

 

[Vasilii]

I'm very sorry to hear that. I hope you find peace in any way possible.

 

[Sinai Silence]

It does feel like that a lot of the time, faking feeling happy feels second nature now. I hope you find true happiness and peace of mind