memoriesofyesterday
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- Sep 24, 2024
- 37
Exactly as the title says. Currently, I'm taking Xanax (1mg) and I'm afraid of seeking help because I'm scared they'll take it away from me.
I visited a Psychiatrist about 4 years ago, and he threatened to take it away from me and I wasn't even suicidal back then. Hell, I didn't he even bring it up.
He wanted to put me on Ativan (sorry, that is is a crap drug I've tried that as well), Xanax seems like the only thing that takes me away my grief/depression.
Also, he/she is going to ask, "are you suicidal"? In which case, do I lie? What if I say yes?
I read that people who say yes are admitted instantly? IS THIS TRUE?
The problem being I smoke. I can't imagine how awful and ironic it would be that they take away the very two things that are still keeping me sane. I would literally go apeshit crazy if I couldn't smoke.
I visited a Psychiatrist about 4 years ago, and he threatened to take it away from me and I wasn't even suicidal back then. Hell, I didn't he even bring it up.
He wanted to put me on Ativan (sorry, that is is a crap drug I've tried that as well), Xanax seems like the only thing that takes me away my grief/depression.
Also, he/she is going to ask, "are you suicidal"? In which case, do I lie? What if I say yes?
I read that people who say yes are admitted instantly? IS THIS TRUE?
The problem being I smoke. I can't imagine how awful and ironic it would be that they take away the very two things that are still keeping me sane. I would literally go apeshit crazy if I couldn't smoke.