Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
That's all I want. To die from sadness.
I know my mental issues, and I know they won't go away ever till the day I die.
Having to fight everyday, trying to behave normally. It takes a toll.
I lost so much, I will never get it back.
And the worst part is, on some level I can make peace with what I lost, but I really want to die and yet I am unable to.
I don't want to continue living with this knowledge and burden to act everyday.
I really don't have any desires left. My existence is a burden on myself.
I know my mental issues, and I know they won't go away ever till the day I die.
Having to fight everyday, trying to behave normally. It takes a toll.
I lost so much, I will never get it back.
And the worst part is, on some level I can make peace with what I lost, but I really want to die and yet I am unable to.
I don't want to continue living with this knowledge and burden to act everyday.
I really don't have any desires left. My existence is a burden on myself.