I'm not going to CTB, but instead, I think I'll leave the website for a while, more technically a hiatus, so I won't delete my account. Though I will come back from time to time to read the advice I got just in case.
And so, I want to thank all the people that supported me here, all the advice about life, friendships, existence, self-esteem and how to stand up for myself. All the things I've learned here, I will use to help suicidal patients in the future as a psychologist, I won't be one of those ones that will betray their trust, I swear by God's name.
Reason I'm leaving is that... I think I found a solution that may help change my life for good, it's more related to the mystical/paranormal side but, many people have said it worked for them so... I will likely spend the next 3-4 Years alive, to see if I can end my suffering without needing to CTB... It's my only choice these days, my last hope for a better future.
If it doesn't work, or things get into ruin... I will take a swan dive from a bridge towards a river, and hope it kills me...
Once again hope the best for people here, that any choice they make will guide them towards peace, hope and compassion, something that us humans deserve, but sometimes don't get...
And so, I want to thank all the people that supported me here, all the advice about life, friendships, existence, self-esteem and how to stand up for myself. All the things I've learned here, I will use to help suicidal patients in the future as a psychologist, I won't be one of those ones that will betray their trust, I swear by God's name.
Reason I'm leaving is that... I think I found a solution that may help change my life for good, it's more related to the mystical/paranormal side but, many people have said it worked for them so... I will likely spend the next 3-4 Years alive, to see if I can end my suffering without needing to CTB... It's my only choice these days, my last hope for a better future.
If it doesn't work, or things get into ruin... I will take a swan dive from a bridge towards a river, and hope it kills me...
Once again hope the best for people here, that any choice they make will guide them towards peace, hope and compassion, something that us humans deserve, but sometimes don't get...
