Al Cappella
Are we there yet?
- Feb 2, 2022
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Fill out a Persons With Disabilities application form. I feel so completely gross and vile--you have no idea. It's a three-parter, the first involves my describing the disability, how it affects my daily existence; the second is the doctor's bit (so I have to first persuade doctor); lastly an assessor does their bit = anyone from nurse-practitioner, social worker, psychologist--down to your chiropractor. I'm pretty sure a chiro can't help me.
So I just completed the first bit. Somebody drop a piano on me already. To sit there, outlining why I can't survive on my own--to describe the anxiety in detail--which, when written out sounds just completely pathetic. You know, go buy some shit from Walmart, get it home--doesn't fit--keep it because you can't go back to store. Seriously. It's happened.
Or standing in line at grocery check out--girl says "$66.75" for a little tub of yoghurt, a thing of orange juice, and 1lb ground beef. I mean she caught it--the actual amount was $16.75--but I would have paid it, my head is that done in in public.
Afraid to talk on phone. I can write all day--to anyone--but phone? Forget it. Does that even make any sense?
Seriously, I wish this was Sanctioned Homicide--someone come whack me already! What a complete and utter shitshow...
So I just completed the first bit. Somebody drop a piano on me already. To sit there, outlining why I can't survive on my own--to describe the anxiety in detail--which, when written out sounds just completely pathetic. You know, go buy some shit from Walmart, get it home--doesn't fit--keep it because you can't go back to store. Seriously. It's happened.
Or standing in line at grocery check out--girl says "$66.75" for a little tub of yoghurt, a thing of orange juice, and 1lb ground beef. I mean she caught it--the actual amount was $16.75--but I would have paid it, my head is that done in in public.
Afraid to talk on phone. I can write all day--to anyone--but phone? Forget it. Does that even make any sense?
Seriously, I wish this was Sanctioned Homicide--someone come whack me already! What a complete and utter shitshow...