Method Want to jump

[KnightOfSwords]

Hey
I live in a 19 story building that has public balconies. I don't know the exact height of the building but I hope 19 stories would he enough? Considering I land on bare asphalt. Want to climb over the railing and fall back first, hoping to land on head or neck. Gonna do it at night to minimise risk of falling on someone or instant witnesses calling EMT on me. The setup looks look for me but I'm afraid I won't be able to jump once I'm over the railing. I consider taking trazodone or hydroxyzine to calm myself but don't want to overdoze accidentally and spiral into panic.
It looks like I took care of every aspect and everything should go as planned but I'm still afraid I missed something crucial...

 

[rigsid]

Jumping is a really bad method tbh because if you survive it's horrific. People have survived terminal velocity so it's luck dependent.

It might be a small chance but if you so survive it'll be hell. I'd personally suggest another method.

 

[whywere]

I totally agree with @rigsid that the probably is not good.

Also think about the poor folks that might have to watch it, just terrible on those poor souls.

Please re-think this

I have never mentioned this here before but back around 1997 or so, I saw a vehicle crash with a dead human body on the road pavement. It was HELL on me, and I can still remember so vividly.

Walter

 

[Leyna]

19 stories equals about 205 feet, which should just be enough to ensure 95% chance fatality. I believe it's 200 feet if you land on concrete, 250 if you land in water.

Regardless of what you choose, I hope you find peace.

 

[rigsid]

In other words 5 percent chance of ending up in absolute hell. Not good odds.