God folks, only thing that I want in this entire world is just to die. It's the only thing that I want. More than anything. Could someone kill me pleaaaaaase.
TimetoGo!
Wizard
- Aug 30, 2022
- 615
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,935
I understand, I also just wish to be permanently free from this existence, ceasing to exist truly is all I've ever wished for, I've always found it so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this existence that I never would have chosen. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find what you search for.
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 4,579
Same here, all I wish for is to be dead as well. Life is nothing but a curse. Sentience is a curse
nihilistic_dragon
Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
- Aug 6, 2024
- 568
It's so sad to me when I really stop to think about it… all of us folks on here just desperate for things to be over like this… I do think about it a lot… like all the other folks out there and what must be going on in their lives that they've found themselves on here feeling like this
Part of the problem right now is my mental health… I just feel sooo unbearably unbelievably stressed… I can't bear to think about anything at all…
I can't see any way forward at all in my own life… have reached a complete dead end in every way. My mental health is totally effed and somehow I'm supposed to keep going, looking for a job, working, keeping up with all my responsibilities. When at the same time I feel like I can't stand to be alive for another minute. Every day I just wake up feeling like I can't believe that this is my life, I can't believe the things that have ended up happening to me. Every day I have to face the horrible reality that this is really real and happening and I have to keep going, keep trying to find a way forward in the mess that is my life regardless. And also knowing that most likely there is no way out of where I am right now. Things are just going to keep getting worse and worse until I guess… I don't even know what happens… I die?
Part of the problem right now is my mental health… I just feel sooo unbearably unbelievably stressed… I can't bear to think about anything at all…
I can't see any way forward at all in my own life… have reached a complete dead end in every way. My mental health is totally effed and somehow I'm supposed to keep going, looking for a job, working, keeping up with all my responsibilities. When at the same time I feel like I can't stand to be alive for another minute. Every day I just wake up feeling like I can't believe that this is my life, I can't believe the things that have ended up happening to me. Every day I have to face the horrible reality that this is really real and happening and I have to keep going, keep trying to find a way forward in the mess that is my life regardless. And also knowing that most likely there is no way out of where I am right now. Things are just going to keep getting worse and worse until I guess… I don't even know what happens… I die?
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Want to die want to die want to die want to die want to die want to dieeee
Want to fucking die
Daydream every day about someone walking into my room and shooting me in the back off the neck
Right where I hold all the stress and tension so much it hurts
Blast away my stress and life all in one go
Beautiful
Or falling off the Forth Road bridge, hang from my legs off the side and fall into the water head first
My head would explode like a cantaloupe I imagine and take all my stress away in one moment
Oblivion
Bliss
Fuck everything
Please just kill me
Or can you imagine? The BEAUTY of a natural death???
Read the other day about a person my age who got cancer and was terminal
I'll over a period of three years but a more or less peaceful death with help of meds
Fucking blisssssssss
I want it so bad
Aneurysm in the night
Pleaaase
Go to sleep… never wake up tomorrow
Never have to think another thought
All my thoughts these day feel like agony anyway
Would do anything for a sudden death
Anything anything
There was a point, 7 years ago
Could have gone off the Forth Road Bridge
Wish with everything I have that I had gone then
In the end I know I really have no one else to blame but myself
God knows what will happen to me
My life experience recently has been like living in the sewer system watching everyone from below ground
Going about their pleasant days
Knowing they can't see me down there
And there's no way out
Would do anything at all to die and not be here any more
No one can see
But I am down here
Would happily go so I don't have to be in this ridiculous position
And nobody else has to see
But there's no option there
Just stuck here
Please. Kill. Me.
Please.
Want to fucking die
Daydream every day about someone walking into my room and shooting me in the back off the neck
Right where I hold all the stress and tension so much it hurts
Blast away my stress and life all in one go
Beautiful
Or falling off the Forth Road bridge, hang from my legs off the side and fall into the water head first
My head would explode like a cantaloupe I imagine and take all my stress away in one moment
Oblivion
Bliss
Fuck everything
Please just kill me
Or can you imagine? The BEAUTY of a natural death???
Read the other day about a person my age who got cancer and was terminal
I'll over a period of three years but a more or less peaceful death with help of meds
Fucking blisssssssss
I want it so bad
Aneurysm in the night
Pleaaase
Go to sleep… never wake up tomorrow
Never have to think another thought
All my thoughts these day feel like agony anyway
Would do anything for a sudden death
Anything anything
There was a point, 7 years ago
Could have gone off the Forth Road Bridge
Wish with everything I have that I had gone then
In the end I know I really have no one else to blame but myself
God knows what will happen to me
My life experience recently has been like living in the sewer system watching everyone from below ground
Going about their pleasant days
Knowing they can't see me down there
And there's no way out
Would do anything at all to die and not be here any more
No one can see
But I am down here
Would happily go so I don't have to be in this ridiculous position
And nobody else has to see
But there's no option there
Just stuck here
Please. Kill. Me.
Please.
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Feel like I only ever lived in order to die
Like without me knowing, was always on a one track train right here in my life
the end of the line or whatever
Right here
33 now, supposed to live another honking 60 years or something
Pleeeeaaaase no
It's already. Over.
the only thing in the world I want is to not be here
Sometimes we make a world a terrible place for ourselves to be in
And it's only our fault
Like without me knowing, was always on a one track train right here in my life
the end of the line or whatever
Right here
33 now, supposed to live another honking 60 years or something
Pleeeeaaaase no
It's already. Over.
the only thing in the world I want is to not be here
Sometimes we make a world a terrible place for ourselves to be in
And it's only our fault
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pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
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they made someone else helping us with suicide a crime to keep us in the prison suffering extreme torture
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