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Suicide is self expression
- Dec 31, 2018
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Lifetimepunishment
Member
- Feb 18, 2019
- 55
I know.it's nearly impossible for me to get N and I can't take any risky and painful methods.I am beginning to think about hanging because hearing that if you do it right and effectively you wil pass out very quickly.but I too stupid to try it.
SN it's cheap and good mostly painless
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,790
yes want to die everyday but don,t have a good method
mpti
Member
- Feb 19, 2019
- 81
I know how you feel. I think I have access to a solid method now but in the past I didn't know what to do. But there are some things keeping me from CTB rn.
aliceliddel
the miserable lady
- Jun 1, 2019
- 19
riverstyx
Experienced
- May 31, 2019
- 218
I know the feeling. I wish I could order N, but it seems like gambling.
Is there really only one person in the whole world that caters to the general market?
Sounds stupid to me, but I congratulate and acknowledge those who managed to get their N from A.
Is there really only one person in the whole world that caters to the general market?
Sounds stupid to me, but I congratulate and acknowledge those who managed to get their N from A.
Faraway1990
Student
- Jun 2, 2019
- 195
I understand I myself have settled on the night night method as someone who is interested in biology and used to practice martial arts I know the effect of this method. I do not know you're personal circumstances but I wish you good fortune in whatever you choose friend
riverstyx
Experienced
- May 31, 2019
- 218
N is a powerful sleeping agent. A is the provider. Check out the peaceful pill handbook that's linked to at this site.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,705
I also feel like I have very little chance of actually receiving it if I ordered it from N.
Have you considered Dignitas? They use N and from what you've said about your situation it seems like you'd qualify. They're not cheap but I understand they sometimes reduce fees.
Nobodysfault
"If my soul be lost, its nobodys fault but mine"
- Mar 21, 2019
- 119
Yes, i want to commit suicide every single moment and it hurts too much to be here.
I dont know what method to choose and i am so desperate and afraid.
N is no option where i live, neither does antiemetics for SN.
Hanging? Jumping? I dont know, it seems like theres no way out.
Btw I used to love kurt cobain, still do but i dont listen to any music anymore.
riverstyx
Experienced
- May 31, 2019
- 218
I've thought about it, but it's expensive and it seems like a very drawn out and cumbersome process.
suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
I'm still waiting for that instant magic button. Although even then I might have some issues with my SI. Stuck in a prison of flesh :(
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
- 2,121
all day every day for forty years. Don't wanna get caught, don't wanna be a vegetable, don't wanna botch and end up lingering in pain.
Kurt found a method that worked.
When ppl with more money than God ctb though, I always assume they faked it and just got a new identity. I wouldn't be able to ctb if I had enough money to live in comfortable isolation.
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