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cuddlefish22

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Jul 1, 2022
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I attempted suicide by alcohol and benzo overdose in March but my dad intervened before I passed out and consequently I was placed in a psych hospital. Ever since I got out my parents have locked up my meds, removed all alcohol from the house, and confiscated my credit card and car keys. I really want to CTB but I have virtually no access to any means. The only things I can think of are partial hanging (which I've tried a few times but been unsuccessful) or mixing bleach and isopropyl alcohol (to create chloroform) and inhaling that. Has anyone been in a similar situation and what would you suggest? Thanks!
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
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That didnt stop Jeffrey Epstein, who totally 100% managed to kill himself whilst under constant watch 24/7 with cameras and guards and shit.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I guess all that anyone can do is make use of the information in the resources section. Only you can decide what method is best for your situation. Suicide really is so difficult and I can imagine that it must be so awful what you are going through. To me the option of peaceful death should be a human right. I have limited access to methods and that is what personally holds me back from ctb as well as the fear of failure. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from suffering.
 
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cuddlefish22

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Jul 1, 2022
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I guess all that anyone can do is make use of the information in the resources section. Only you can decide what method is best for your situation. Suicide really is so difficult and I can imagine that it must be so awful what you are going through. To me the option of peaceful death should be a human right. I have limited access to methods and that is what personally holds me back from ctb as well as the fear of failure. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from suffering.
Thank you so much for your response, it means a lot. I will definitely look at the resources section again. Yes, I wish that other people were more open-minded about the legitimacy of suicide in some cases. I hope that you are able to find peace as well <3 I wish you all the best.
 
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whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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That didnt stop Jeffrey Epstein, who totally 100% managed to kill himself whilst under constant watch 24/7 with cameras and guards and shit.
Epstein was truly a DIY guy and would have never let a team of assassins from the Reptilian Jewish Illuminati (never to be confused with the Jewish Reptilian Illuminati) bribe the guards and stage a suicide scene.
 
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symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
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Hoooly shit talk about a controlling situation. I wish I could offer you advice. Over the past several months I've been stuck in my parents' house and I definitely feel like I'm being surveiled tightly but nothing like that.
 

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