wanna see how people react to my death

[LastLoveSong]

realistically nobody would even realise im gone but what if i messaged a bunch of people i havent talked to in years and hint at what im gonna do and then lets say i end up on the news or something and they see it. i wanna be able to fly around like minecraft spectator mode and just see how everybody reacts in real time after im dead

actually that ability sounds fun anyway as a way to stalk people but you get the point

 

[banger12]

I kinda relate to this. I know that after death there's nothing and that we're all just gone but I wish there was a way to see what the aftermath is. But, again, that's not how it works. It's especially a shame because people aren't ever honest about how they feel or what they think of me so I think it'd be revealing. Interesting idea for sure.

 

[LastLoveSong]

I kinda relate to this. I know that after death there's nothing and that we're all just gone but I wish there was a way to see what the aftermath is. But, again, that's not how it works. It's especially a shame because people aren't ever honest about how they feel or what they think of me so I think it'd be revealing. Interesting idea for sure.

yeah i wanna get crushed by reality one last time, i wonder how long it'd take them to forget i was even dead..

 

[banger12]

yeah i wanna get crushed by reality one last time, i wonder how long it'd take them to forget i was even dead..

Damn. I know how that feels. Ofc everybody exaggerates how much they care and how much it'd hurt them to not have the other person. But we all know it's bullshit. People are liars and it'd hurt less if they told the truth. And out of a mix of curiosity and need for closure I'd want to see how people react and feel after I'm dead and to what degree anyone cares, if they even do.

I'm so sorry that you feel nobody would care. I'm sure some would. Either way I'm sorry you're in enough pain to have to consider all of this.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Hinting could get you locked up.

Suicides don't generally end up on the news, because there's too many and no one gives a fuck about people that kill themselves, you just become another number.

A bit like other common things - stabbings, rapes etc. Imagine if everything single suicide was reported, no one would watch the news. The same goes for the other things I mentioned, hence why not everything is reported. I.e people were stabbed in my local area at a pub, and it wasn't even on the local news.

Personally, I would rather it kept private.

Suicide isn't a game you know, it's very serious and real life.

Perhaps you want to be seen by others, and you don't feel seen by them, I get that completely, but it isn't a game.

No disrespect, but it sounded a bit child like the way you described it? I presume you are very young. And I really don't mean to come across as mean, but if you read your post back to yourself, you'll see what I mean - you mention Minecraft and stalking people... suicide isn't something to joke about.

I hope your peace comes soon - however that looks for you - continuing with life or not

 

[Forever Sleep]

I guess I have a certain curiosity too but, I don't want people to be really upset. I think that would be horrible to witness.