LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 125
I'm trying. I really am.
But it takes nothing
Nothing.
To make all the effort just feel futile.
I don't even understand what am I living for.
It's comforting to be monitored more closely by a psychiatrist instead of being ghosted or underestimated by doctors. But I feel like...it won't actually lead anywhere?
I feel slightly better but is it really because or the meds? Are they actually doing anything?
I'm useless and I just hurt people despite not wanting to. Desire leads to pain.
Me desiring something always hurts someone else.
Me desiring someone always hurts someone else
I'm just walking in circles.
But it takes nothing
Nothing.
To make all the effort just feel futile.
I don't even understand what am I living for.
It's comforting to be monitored more closely by a psychiatrist instead of being ghosted or underestimated by doctors. But I feel like...it won't actually lead anywhere?
I feel slightly better but is it really because or the meds? Are they actually doing anything?
I'm useless and I just hurt people despite not wanting to. Desire leads to pain.
Me desiring something always hurts someone else.
Me desiring someone always hurts someone else
I'm just walking in circles.
