Only in my mind of course. I didn't tell the company I was with how this would probably do the trick. Especially at night, very few cars. 80ft on concrete should do it, especially head first, etc. etc.
I know this feeling brother.
A combination of of thoughts, time and space coming together.
In fact this is probably something many can relate to.
I live not far from a very high bridge where many have spent their final moments.
Sometimes I think about walking there when I am drunk or rowing of the tides of despair.
I wish there was something I could say from this side of a screen probably across the world that may help.
I'm sending you love my brother, love and peace.
DBD