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Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
I hate it when dreams are the reflection of my life with all of its emptiness/sadness. I know my life is worthless and empty, can my brain stop reminding me of this every night, please?
Happy dreams aren't any better though. In them I feel good, I experience real emotions, excitement, happiness and then I wake up into the void. I don't want to wake up. I really don't.
Trying to fall asleep is another challenge. Brain gets full of endless suicidal and anxious thoughts.
I don't know how to stop this nightmare, it's only getting worse. Life doesn't feel real anymore, I hate it and I hate myself
Happy dreams aren't any better though. In them I feel good, I experience real emotions, excitement, happiness and then I wake up into the void. I don't want to wake up. I really don't.
Trying to fall asleep is another challenge. Brain gets full of endless suicidal and anxious thoughts.
I don't know how to stop this nightmare, it's only getting worse. Life doesn't feel real anymore, I hate it and I hate myself