No_Body

No_Body

rotting away
Apr 14, 2021
50
hello everyone

i am growing extremely impatient, i have ordered KN on the 3rd of january and some medication to help against vomiting.

i am afraid it wont go through customs, and the most anxiety stems from potential welfare check if it gets flagged up

so as pre-requisite i have ordered some rope from amazon which will arrive tomorrow

my main dilemma is should i risk the wait or rope myself as soon as possible

i think i've reached my limit, mentally

p.s from the UK, i ordered KN from a German supplier
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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risking the wait sounds like a better option in my opinion
in case you get a welfare check just try your best to not raise red flags
and think about a good cover story for the kn
 
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No_Body

No_Body

rotting away
Apr 14, 2021
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risking the wait sounds like a better option in my opinion
in case you get a welfare check just try your best to not raise red flags
and think about a good cover story for the ketamine
potassium nitrite actually haha
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
countingthedays1211

countingthedays1211

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Apr 17, 2025
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If you do use the rope, please make sure you have a good setup and it's not too hasty
 

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