Liebestod
Suicide Enthusiast
- Mar 15, 2025
- 546
I'm completely torn between ending my life and being patient. I really don't care about anything, I'm just done with it all. I'm at a point where I don't mind being homeless and dying of starvation and dehydration. It's at a point where I've completely let go. I don't want to work I don't want to go back to school. I will actually leave my house and go live on the streets and be homeless than go back to school or work. One day I'll be dead and when I'm dead I won't even know it. Death is inevitable in fact it is the only inevitable thing in life. There is already a point in time in which I'm dead. The future me is already dead. The result is the same, suicide or not. I will be dead one day. I literally have nothing, no one. And that fact has been kicking my ass. I'm serious when I say I really don't care about anything, I'm just done with it all. I've completely let go. I'm apathetic, indifferent, and narcissistic all at the same time.
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