Voices tell me to just ctb already

[lordfungington]

Everyone, the people I love are telling me to kms already and they're all pointing at a clock and telling me to hurry up and get it over with already. I'm already a burden to everyone and if I live even just a day more, people will just tell me to go away. I hate myself anyway, so I'll just do it. Maybe then they'll finally be happy.

 

[Worndown]

What would make you happy? Others should not be your first concern.

 

[CheekyPhobia]

What would make you happy? Others should not be your first concern.

Well said.

 

[lordfungington]

What would make you happy? Others should not be your first concern.

It matters if they're the ones who mean the most to me. All I'm doing is tearing them down. This is actual bullshit.

 

[IWishToDie]

"At night I lie awake trying to fight
The voices in my head (Voices in my head)
Visions of you racing, racing, playing
It's all inside my head (It's all inside my head)
Messed up too many times, some things are better left unsaid
At night I lie awake trying to fight the voices in my head"

Best of luck with whatever path you choose.