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- Oct 19, 2022
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As I'm reading through posts, I find myself envious over those who have managed to CTB. It feels like I'm not even deserving of dying because my life hasn't been what people would consider "bad". I have an education, a well paying job, a boyfriend, a house, a pup, a car, so what the fuck is my problem?! I know that's not how it works, but still. This is where the cycle starts, I feel guilty that I wish to die when many others would kill for the life I have, this makes me want to die more because I can't appreciate what others would love to have. I wish I could gift my life to someone who deserves it.