after thinking this was my way out I started reading more post on here about n. Seems those who have it and "tasted" it say its like toxic chemical waste and 200ml would be almost impossible to drink. Also, found the meto side effects can be severe and irreversible.
The pphb makes it sound so simple and "peaceful"
just feeling a bit trapped and without a direction again.
Marmite/Veggiemite, you either love it or you hate it, they even market it like that. Its friggin repulsive stuff. If it was laced with arsenic or cyanide which meant it would kill me, I would eat it. N is the same, to some it will be horrible stuff, to others they will shrug and say its a little bitter. You wont know which category you fall into until you actually try it. To assume you wont like something just because someone else doesn't like it is like Marmite, pointless!
You dont have to use meto. Domperidone does about the same with hardly any harsh side effects. So you can mitigate. Meto does not affect everyone the same way. Plus you can stat dose if you prefer. And does the effects of anything being severe or irreversible matter when you are dead?
I get it, this suicide shit is not easy. There are many methods out there to research, if N is not right, find something else, or try giving life a go. You have a plethora of choices open to you.
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you trade a few minutes of bitter taste for an extremely peaceful and guaranteed death, i'd take that over suffering horrible pain from most suicide methods or the discomfort that comes from relatively peaceful ones like SN.
just the fact that you don't feel pain and die after you fall asleep is enough for me to try to get N, this is the absolute best overdose option and the bad side effects from metoclopramide are not only extremely rare, they are mostly observed in people who have been using it for long periods of time, not to mention that if you have them, there are other antiemetic options for N to work, the only way of knowing is trying it and see how your body reacts to it.
i get that anxiety makes us overthink every possible suicide method, but N is one of the few methods with the least side effects and pain compared to literally everything else that we have access to. only fentanyl is comparable to it in terms of peacefulness and it has side effects of its own.
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I agree with what you guys are saying. I guess my issue comes from the fact that I took a prescription med that left me bed ridden for 2 years(cipro). I have yet to recover. So if I took meto and weird shit started going on, I fear I may not be able to complete the process with n. Assuming I was able to get real n.
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I have had to drink many different chemicals for various medical procedures and have always had a hard time with it. I suspect SN will be no different. I have Crohn's Disearse, so if part of my small intestine is inflamed I'm worried it will hurt like hell. Thankfully I have a procedure coming up where I will swallow a little capsule that will take pictures of my small intestine so I will know for sure.
I have had to drink many different chemicals for various medical procedures and have always had a hard time with it. I suspect SN will be no different. I have Crohn's Disearse, so if part of my small intestine is inflamed I'm worried it will hurt like hell. Thankfully I have a procedure coming up where I will swallow a little capsule that will take pictures of my small intestine so I will know for sure.
I agree with what you guys are saying. I guess my issue comes from the fact that I took a prescription med that left me bed ridden for 2 years(cipro). I have yet to recover. So if I took meto and weird shit started going on, I fear I may not be able to complete the process with n. Assuming I was able to get real n.
Many people believe that 1 bottle is enough for most people.
However, for a larger person it might be safer to go with 2 bottles.
(My guess is if you weigh under 160 pounds then 1 bottle is probably okay, otherwise 2 bottles might be advisable, but that's just a guess, so you have to weigh the risks and decide for yourself).
Also, if you had a limited timeframe before being found, then again, 2 bottles may be wiser.
Also, I've written a guide on handling taste issues with N :
Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
Marmite/Veggiemite, you either love it or you hate it, they even market it like that. Its friggin repulsive stuff. If it was laced with arsenic or cyanide which meant it would kill me, I would eat it. N is the same, to some it will be horrible stuff, to others they will shrug and say its a little bitter. You wont know which category you fall into until you actually try it. To assume you wont like something just because someone else doesn't like it is like Marmite, pointless!
You dont have to use meto. Domperidone does about the same with hardly any harsh side effects. So you can mitigate. Meto does not affect everyone the same way. Plus you can stat dose if you prefer. And does the effects of anything being severe or irreversible matter when you are dead?
I get it, this suicide shit is not easy. There are many methods out there to research, if N is not right, find something else, or try giving life a go. You have a plethora of choices open to you.
And because it's not easy, I think people should look very deeply and carefully inside themselves and kind of "go with the flow". If you have a lifelong fear of heights, don't think about jumping. Scared of water? Forget about drowning. Hate guns? Eliminate that method.
The whole thing is so stressful in the first place, why make it even harder?
For me, I've got the weakest little baby stomach you've ever seen! Just the smell of--even the thought of--certain foods almost makes me gag. Because of that, I've had to cross N and SN off my list, even though I think they are both effective. I don't think all the anti-emetics in Europe would help!
To repeat: go with what seems natural for you, don't make things even more difficult.
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sorry to hear about your dog. Cipro shouldn't be given to people or animals unless its a life or death situation.
I had no idea I was taking a risk. Im sure vets don't mentioned anything either.
sorry to hear about your dog. Cipro shouldn't be given to people or animals unless its a life or death situation.
I had no idea I was taking a risk. Im sure vets don't mentioned anything either.
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