Very unhealthy SI. Why can’t i do it while i suffer EXTREME 10/10 physical pain for 5 years and ZERO life??

[RN13]

Living with EXTREME incureable chronic pain for years. Complete disabled no distraction possible for 5 years. Not even TV.

Why is it still not possible to overwrite SI. Without hope, brutal pain and only hell and zero life

 

[RN13]

No one?

 

[wyo777]

And that is why i am so afraid about SN method. Time beetwen ingesting and being uncouncious is so long, that for me it will be extremely hard to deal with SI. Ownestly only option in my eyes where SI will not kick in is N. Have Youvtried already CBT? Or SI is so strong that you even can't try?

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

Life sucks, 24/7 boredom but can't attempt.

 

[suffering_mo]

Living with EXTREME incureable chronic pain for years. Complete disabled no distraction possible for 5 years. Not even TV.

Why is it still not possible to overwrite SI. Without hope, brutal pain and only hell and zero life

Not having an acceptable way out and fear of failure and making things worse, fear of more extreme pain (even for a short period), sadness/fear of hurting those you love, fear of only being known for that one act (in my case), fear of eternal hell. Suicide is not how we are supposed to die; it's unnatural, just like the torment that us pharma injured are enduring. I wish I had all the answers......I'm in the same boat.

 

[UKscotty]

Humans want to live, it's the natural state so you are just normal.

Getting ready to CTB is literally the hardest thing to do, and it can take decades.

Remember, no one wants to die, we want the end of suffering, they are not always the same thing.

Good luck whatever you decide.

 

[easypeasy]

Living with EXTREME incureable chronic pain for years. Complete disabled no distraction possible for 5 years. Not even TV.

Why is it still not possible to overwrite SI. Without hope, brutal pain and only hell and zero life

Me. You are describing me. I am terrified I will mess up a self exit plan but it needs to happen. The pain is debilitating and blinding. I didn't get a chance to have a family due to what happened and the ones I had are horrible people. I have kind friends but I'm considering self combustion at this stage, what do we do?