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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
43
would doing N2O after you took SN make passing out quicker + making it much more painless? curious to here thoughts
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
74
would doing N2O after you took SN make passing out quicker + making it much more painless? curious to here thoughts
Tbf taking more SN would also make you black out quicker. Literally the higher the dose the quicker it all is. I actively saw someone take 21 grams and they were gone completely within half an hour.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
558
Tbf taking more SN would also make you black out quicker. Literally the higher the dose the quicker it all is. I actively saw someone take 21 grams and they were gone completely within half an hour.
How peaceful or not did that half hour seem to you?
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
74
How peaceful or not did that half hour seem to you?
Well he had alcohol so yea. Not very. This is why when I do mine (if I can find it and I'm getting closer to calling it off, because I can't find any), I'm gonna document everything real time on here. Just to let you all know. It will be slow, give or take maybe up to an hour because it won't be that much.

In a few of my previous comments I said I'd be the guinea pig, just so people know if it's as advertised and they'll have clear cut evidence.

Idc if it's not peaceful, it's not like I deserve it to be anyway, hence why I'm willing to take the risk.

So if you guys can wait until around July if I can find a source, the site will have all the info it needs.
 
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imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
103
Sure, but why? There's no sort of interaction between the two, it's two different mechanisms racing to kill you. You'd have far less conscious time and I suppose conscious suffering, but you best hope your setup is tight or you'll end up in a weird limbo of suffocating on your own vomit and suffering from hypoxia, all the whilst you're sedating.

I'd suggest you pick either or, honestly. I do think the depressed corticol activity could help lower the awareness of SN-induced nausea which is interesting, but please note that they aren't related at all: one is a blood poison, the other a neural sedative of sorts.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
558
Well he had alcohol so yea. Not very. This is why when I do mine (if I can find it and I'm getting closer to calling it off, because I can't find any), I'm gonna document everything real time on here. Just to let you all know. It will be slow, give or take maybe up to an hour because it won't be that much.

In a few of my previous comments I said I'd be the guinea pig, just so people know if it's as advertised and they'll have clear cut evidence.

Idc if it's not peaceful, it's not like I deserve it to be anyway, hence why I'm willing to take the risk.

So if you guys can wait until around July if I can find a source, the site will have all the info it needs.
Thanks for replying. Sorry to hear it wasn't. I think it can be hard to update while it's happening, at least that seemed to be the case for @black money boys in his goodbye thread. Have you watched the SN videos on the wpd website? I've been too scared to, so I haven't yet. I guess you could always stream it there if that's what you want.
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
94
Thanks for replying. Sorry to hear it wasn't. I think it can be hard to update while it's happening, at least that seemed to be the case for @black money boys in his goodbye thread. Have you watched the SN videos on the wpd website? I've been too scared to, so I haven't yet. I guess you could always stream it there if that's what you want.
You have to remember that all the movement and stuff you see of people when they are on the bed is after they are unconscious. Random spasms of the body while the brain is randomly misfiring signals as your body dies. You don't see them ever get up and start clawing at their neck like you do when people die from cynide poisoning. Even the videos people say are super scary is some dude just puking up the wine he drank after being long unconscious and thinking it's blood. I'm not even using SN but if I had no other option it's what I would pick.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
558
You have to remember that all the movement and stuff you see of people when they are on the bed is after they are unconscious. Random spasms of the body while the brain is randomly misfiring signals as your body dies. You don't see them ever get up and start clawing at their neck like you do when people die from cynide poisoning. Even the videos people say are super scary is some dude just puking up the wine he drank after being long unconscious and thinking it's blood. I'm not even using SN but if I had no other option it's what I would pick.
Ok, then may I ask your method of choice?
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
94
Ok, then may I ask your method of choice?
500mg capsule of Protonitazene and 100mg bromazolam powder mixed in water. Unless I am found and given narcan within like 20 minutes of when the capsule lining dissolves and it starts entering my bloodstream I'm gone. That's like 1000x the lethal dose of fentanyl with some benzos to help it along. I'm pretty much euthanizing myself.
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
74
Thanks for replying. Sorry to hear it wasn't. I think it can be hard to update while it's happening, at least that seemed to be the case for @black money boys in his goodbye thread. Have you watched the SN videos on the wpd website? I've been too scared to, so I haven't yet. I guess you could always stream it there if that's what you want.
My plan is to do it for as long as I can possibly manage.

With my previous posts I've noted that my SI is basically none existent I have tried every method except CO, those bags and jumping. (I think over 9 times since I was 7 years old)

I won't panic. That's why I'm doing it slowly. For as long as I can humanly manage I will continue to update. As for the videos or streaming the area I'm doing this in doesn't have good signal. I'll be able to just get posts through nothing much else.

It might not be much but if I can let people know it's not horrible it might ease some people.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
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500mg capsule of Protonitazene and 100mg bromazolam powder mixed in water. Unless I am found and given narcan within like 20 minutes of when the capsule lining dissolves and it starts entering my bloodstream I'm gone. That's like 1000x the lethal dose of fentanyl with some benzos to help it along. I'm pretty much euthanizing myself.
Has this method been done and tested etc?
 
peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
43
500mg capsule of Protonitazene and 100mg bromazolam powder mixed in water. Unless I am found and given narcan within like 20 minutes of when the capsule lining dissolves and it starts entering my bloodstream I'm gone. That's like 1000x the lethal dose of fentanyl with some benzos to help it along. I'm pretty much euthanizing myself.
is it still possible to obtain these?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,488
Tbf taking more SN would also make you black out quicker. Literally the higher the dose the quicker it all is. I actively saw someone take 21 grams and they were gone completely within half an hour.
The suggested dose of SN is 25g so 21g is actually low. It is also not recommended to not take extra as this increases the risk of vomiting.
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
94
is it still possible to obtain these?
Yeah on DW.
Has this method been done and tested etc?
Overdose on opiods? It's a pandemic and people die every single day on accident from just having fentanyl cut into other drugs. The literal only way to survive would be to be administered narcan right after I take it. The "reason" for failed opioid OD is being found. It's not physically possible to survive. I honestly think the reason this method is discouraged is because it requires lots of knowledge about how to get these substances and also about drugs in general. Ask any heroin addict if this method will kill you and they will say yes 100%. It's usually people with no experience with opioids that think somehow you can survive it because people who try get found and revived by narcan. I will be alone for 48 hours with 0 chance of being found.
 
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