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- Nov 1, 2018
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Can someone help me please?
I'm in despair.
Sorry if this seems attention seeking. I've been lurking for months but find it all really confusing.
My life is already shitty. I have depression. Just had a review with my boss who told me I'm rude and a horrible person. I've been trying to find a new job for months but no luck and what if she's right? Then my next job will end up the same- but I'm rude without even realising it. I have debt so can't just leave.
I want to die by the end of the year.
I don't know what to do
N seemed like the best option but I'm in the UK so don't know how to get it. Do I wait until Patrick is verified? I have bitcoin (got it as a gift) but don't know how to use it..
If not can someone help me obtain SN?
How good is hanging?
I plan on killing myself in a hotel room.
I am female in 30s in London if anyone wants to help. I've had suicidal ideations since my teens, had therapy on/off since I was 13, seen countless therapists, admitted, been on all anti-depressants. I will always be sad. I want out now. Please help me
I'm in despair.
Sorry if this seems attention seeking. I've been lurking for months but find it all really confusing.
My life is already shitty. I have depression. Just had a review with my boss who told me I'm rude and a horrible person. I've been trying to find a new job for months but no luck and what if she's right? Then my next job will end up the same- but I'm rude without even realising it. I have debt so can't just leave.
I want to die by the end of the year.
I don't know what to do
N seemed like the best option but I'm in the UK so don't know how to get it. Do I wait until Patrick is verified? I have bitcoin (got it as a gift) but don't know how to use it..
If not can someone help me obtain SN?
How good is hanging?
I plan on killing myself in a hotel room.
I am female in 30s in London if anyone wants to help. I've had suicidal ideations since my teens, had therapy on/off since I was 13, seen countless therapists, admitted, been on all anti-depressants. I will always be sad. I want out now. Please help me
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