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sleepydeaths

sleepydeaths

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Sep 26, 2025
13
i hate being an adult because i hate having to grow up. I know i have to grow up but it seems so hard and so tiring. i know i can't play video games and read manga and procrastinate on shit forever but i have no work ethic and im chronically exhausted and overwhelmed by even the simplest work. im always so bored and unimpressed. what's even the point in trying to become an adult if there's no future for me? maybe one day ill be able to work up the courage to just do it.
 
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RadioRamen

RadioRamen

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Nov 14, 2025
12
I never felt you had to give up the things that brought you your joy in your youth as you grow older , I still watch anime and cartoons and read comics and manga and play games , the only difference is the amount of time I dedicate or money I spend on them . Yeah the more responsibilities that are forced on you and the lack of knowledge on how to handle them other than hoping you'll get it right or the fear of asking how to do something you fell should be common knowledge sucks . The worst is the daily grind for a job you know your expendable at and going through the daily stress to make some money while making someone who is already wealthy even wealthier . Ultimately the worst part of growing older is not being able to ignore hot horrible the world can really be and how you are powerless to change it
 

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