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A life of mistakes
- Nov 6, 2022
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the person I love has been lying to me from the start. I've lost the love of my kids. I make half the money I used to. At this point, I am worth as much dead as I am alive. I have NOTHING to look forward to.
I can't think of anything to keep me here. I'm hoping my kids are strong enough to not CTB after I go. I know my youngest will be, but not sure of my oldest. I'm just so fucking tired. I feel like I have nothing left.
i have my SN. I just want some Meto to complete the chemicals. (PLEASE pm me if you have a source) I hate myself and I hate putting people thru my BS any longer. I've lied, I've cheated, I've tried to buy love, and I've hurt people time and time again. I have nothing to contribute. i don't know why I'm here.
I am so comforted that the SN is on my bookshelf, ready to take me away.
I can't think of anything to keep me here. I'm hoping my kids are strong enough to not CTB after I go. I know my youngest will be, but not sure of my oldest. I'm just so fucking tired. I feel like I have nothing left.
i have my SN. I just want some Meto to complete the chemicals. (PLEASE pm me if you have a source) I hate myself and I hate putting people thru my BS any longer. I've lied, I've cheated, I've tried to buy love, and I've hurt people time and time again. I have nothing to contribute. i don't know why I'm here.
I am so comforted that the SN is on my bookshelf, ready to take me away.
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