This is pretty unnecessary, but I guess I just wanted to say this.
Every day is the same. I don't know what the fuck to do, it feels like complete madness. Sometimes I've got motivation to change my life, see the positive side of it, try to get better even though I know it doesn't matter in the end and I'll just go back to doing the same shit, constantly staring at my phone to try and escape reality in some way, so I end up just feeling extremely pessimistic, even worse than before. Why the fuck am I here? What's the purpose of life? To work your ass off, 9-5 till you die?Constant suffering, all the hate?
I want to get better but also just worse, and it's the same every day. I just wanna ctb already, but then out of nowhere I feel somewhat okay again and try to see the good, again. I just don't know. I'm tired and overwhelmed of this constant shit and want it to end already. It's a never ending cycle.
Every day is the same. I don't know what the fuck to do, it feels like complete madness. Sometimes I've got motivation to change my life, see the positive side of it, try to get better even though I know it doesn't matter in the end and I'll just go back to doing the same shit, constantly staring at my phone to try and escape reality in some way, so I end up just feeling extremely pessimistic, even worse than before. Why the fuck am I here? What's the purpose of life? To work your ass off, 9-5 till you die?Constant suffering, all the hate?
I want to get better but also just worse, and it's the same every day. I just wanna ctb already, but then out of nowhere I feel somewhat okay again and try to see the good, again. I just don't know. I'm tired and overwhelmed of this constant shit and want it to end already. It's a never ending cycle.
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