valentine’s day / blog update

[5karlet]

thank you everyone for the good luck wishes but sadly we didn't go out today. the day before she said she had a bad headache and today she said she was feeling nauseous and was just gonna call off work and relax for the day. TOTALLY not upset. i mean i definitely did want to go, i got a haircut and everything but it's not the end of the world so ill be okay. honestly had a feeling we wouldn't go anyway. but on the good news i asked my friend from down the street (the mf goat by the way) if he wanted to rail some blow. he said of course so we started doing coke of course. but i had to help my dad move so we put it on pause. finished that up after a few hours and came back and the homie asked if i wanted to go out with him to get his mom a birthday present. so why the fuck not. we go out he gets her a few shirts or whatever. but we go get taco bell and get back to the crib around 7pm. we still got a nice chunk of blow left so we sit there railing lines until like 2 am just chilling watching movies. (we watched american psycho and donnie darko. american psycho was pretty decent i guess id say a 6.8/10 and donnie darko id give a 8. im giving it an 8 because it felt very interesting and i like the concept they went with it's pretty good) but anyways we're down to the last 2 lines of blow. so obviously we split it one line each and then chill for a bit. if you ever do coke just know the come down is absolutely horrible. but earlier in the day i took my last perc before i went to help my dad so im all out. i took it anyway knowing we were gonna do blow later because im a self sabotaging gremlin. so we finish the the lines and he says "don't trip chocolate trip" and he hands me a perc and a half for the come down. hes a fucking legend and honestly one of the best friends i've had. (my old group cut me off because of my perc usage like wtf. but one of them asked me one day "do you think he's a real nigga giving you percs and shi" and i said hell yeah someone gotta do it") and now here i am in the bathroom taking a shit typing this out. and that's how my valentine's day went. if you actually read this far i want you to know you and everyone else who clicked on the post are actually amazing AND that YOU have someone that cares about you and if you say no one you're lying because i DO. this website has done more for my mental health than any hospital would and im genuinely here thanks to the sasu community for being so supportive and helpful. i wish you all the best of luck on your endeavors in life and thanks you for reading. :)

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sorry if this was all a bunch of gibberish it's a lot to go back and proof read and i'm honestly too lazy to do it