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toomuchtimetodie
"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
- Mar 13, 2020
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Im extremely scared i will fail so whilst jumping the train I'm thinking 2 minutes before, drinking n if I can get hold of it, if not, then sn... And also slicing arteries the 5-10 seconds before train... I don't know if paranoia has got the better of me but I've never been able to succeed at anything in life due to what seems unseen forces against me. I am no stranger to massive blood loss so know I am strong enough to stay on my feet for 10 seconds but any longer then obviously consciousness and stability come in to play. If timed precisely this seems to me a fail safe way not to end up seeing life support. And if I do I just have to accept I'm screwed that the gods are having a laugh with me.
Have you heard of anyone else doing this? Or is it discussed by others?
Have you heard of anyone else doing this? Or is it discussed by others?