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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
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Gonna be using edibles because they are a lot more psychoactive than smoking to beat SI. Probably on Saturday.

I know this isn't some guaranteed method so if you don't have something optimistic to say, please just don't say it.

The days are getting sunny, wedding season is almost here and I am eager to die. I feel like I got pretty close today but I need something that will let me jerk myself over the railing.

There are many many studies that show a relation between suicides and marijuana.
 
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northerner

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Feb 2, 2026
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i'm truly sorry to say something pessimistic but coming from a stoner, i do want you to be prepared for the fact that marijuana isn't going to give you any psychotic symptoms unless you're a long-term frequent user (i'm talking being high nearly every hour of every day for multiple years) and once your brain is fully developed your risk of psychosis drops dramatically, so if you're over 25 you're out of luck. i can say with full confidence that being high does have its advantages for the suicidal, but only if you're looking to quiet your suicidal thoughts for awhile, not if you're looking to carry out your plans. i'd look into alcohol or more likely some stronger drugs.

again, i'm very sorry to deliver such pessimistic news. i wish you all the love in the world and i hope you find what you're looking for <3
 
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uselessmanz

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i'm truly sorry to say something pessimistic but coming from a stoner, i do want you to be prepared for the fact that marijuana isn't going to give you any psychotic symptoms unless you're a long-term frequent user (i'm talking being high nearly every hour of every day for multiple years) and once your brain is fully developed your risk of psychosis drops dramatically, so if you're over 25 you're out of luck. i can say with full confidence that being high does have its advantages for the suicidal, but only if you're looking to quiet your suicidal thoughts for awhile, not if you're looking to carry out your plans. i'd look into alcohol or more likely some stronger drugs.

again, i'm very sorry to deliver such pessimistic news. i wish you all the love in the world and i hope you find what you're looking for <3
I got this off google for "are edibles psychoactive".


Yes, cannabis edibles are highly psychoactive, often producing more intense and longer-lasting effects than smoking
. They contain delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol (THC), which causes intoxication, euphoria, and altered mental states. When ingested, the liver converts THC into a stronger form, leading to a more intense psychoactive "high".



I bet you are talking about smoking and not eating edibles because those are two different drugs
 
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darksouls

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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
northerner

northerner

Member
Feb 2, 2026
20
I got this off google for "are edibles psychoactive".


Yes, cannabis edibles are highly psychoactive, often producing more intense and longer-lasting effects than smoking
. They contain delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol (THC), which causes intoxication, euphoria, and altered mental states. When ingested, the liver converts THC into a stronger form, leading to a more intense psychoactive "high".



I bet you are talking about smoking and not eating edibles because those are two different drugs
i admit i may have misunderstood your original post! i think we're getting confused over psychosis vs. psycoactivity. if you're looking for psychoactivity (something that's going to affect your mood/consciousness), weed is the drug for you. psychosis is something than happen with extended use and involves hallucinations, paranoia, derealization, etc. they're very similar words and easy to get mixed up!

also, smoking and edibles are the same drug. they can have slightly different effects depending on the strain (indica, sativa, hybrid) or dosage (you're likely going to get a higher dosage eating over smoking). i promise i'm not trying to start an argument or anything, i just want to make sure you're making informed choices! :)
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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We've talked about this. I fell between 96-120 feet and trust me, you don't want to survive that.
 
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charlavail

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Mar 19, 2026
37
I mean, if youre looking so a psychoactive effect have you tried shrooms or lsd? Idk wher you live but in the US there are several companies that somehow skirt the rules. I've bought shrooms online from a reputable source. If you take enough...
 

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