Using Seroquel as a sedative for drowning or partial hanging.

[Cm96]

Alright so guys I have been struggling with suicidal thoughts for awhile now. I've been through all of the methods thoroughly, and came to the conclusion that drowning, plastic bag asphyxiation, partial hanging would be the way I want to ctb.

My question is about the sedatives. Right now I have a full bottle of seroquel 100mg, (1 pill puts me into a deep sleep), and was thinking about just downing the bottle and going with a b or c.

Right now I currently live by a lake and drowning is the most plausible option for me at the time because I have others that live with me. I don't want to be found and become a vegetable when I'm found too soon.

Would downing a bunch of seroquel and tying Some sort of weight to me be a recommended by you guys. Would it make things smoother if I enjoyed my last night at the beach and waited until I was about to pass out and swim our as deep as I can.

I'm 23, and have bipolar / add / social anxiety, and pretty much labeled as the crazy kid in my town. I have zero friends and at this point have no ambition to even try. I've been seeing a psychiatrist since I was 16 and have just been living in hell. I just want to ctb and release all of the pain.

Maybe just venting on here will help me out as I'm a new member and the last time I brought anything up close to this to my therapist I was immediately sectioned. My life is just in tatters. I am unemployable, weird, and just miserable.
Thanks for any input guys. Sorry for the jumbled post.

 

[woxihuanni]

These are not methods I can say much about, but sadly welcome. Why don't you hang around a bit and see if you find some comfort here before you ctb? It can make a difference to be heard and respected.

 

[Rachel74]

Don't let suicidal thoughts become anything other than a thought. You are here to heard and respected so you are not isolated. Vent away as that will help you.

 

[gingerplum]

Alright so guys I have been struggling with suicidal thoughts for awhile now. I've been through all of the methods thoroughly, and came to the conclusion that drowning, plastic bag asphyxiation, partial hanging would be the way I want to ctb.

My question is about the sedatives. Right now I have a full bottle of seroquel 100mg, (1 pill puts me into a deep sleep), and was thinking about just downing the bottle and going with a b or c.

Right now I currently live by a lake and drowning is the most plausible option for me at the time because I have others that live with me. I don't want to be found and become a vegetable when I'm found too soon.

Would downing a bunch of seroquel and tying Some sort of weight to me be a recommended by you guys. Would it make things smoother if I enjoyed my last night at the beach and waited until I was about to pass out and swim our as deep as I can.

I'm 23, and have bipolar / add / social anxiety, and pretty much labeled as the crazy kid in my town. I have zero friends and at this point have no ambition to even try. I've been seeing a psychiatrist since I was 16 and have just been living in hell. I just want to ctb and release all of the pain.

Maybe just venting on here will help me out as I'm a new member and the last time I brought anything up close to this to my therapist I was immediately sectioned. My life is just in tatters. I am unemployable, weird, and just miserable.
Thanks for any input guys. Sorry for the jumbled post.

What @woxihuanni said. Stick around for a while; jump in and chat us up, join some discussions. And welcome, btw. Sorry you're struggling; it sounds like you're dealing with an awful lot.

I do hate the idea of drowning. There's a recent post, I believe by @BipolarExpat, that describes a near-drowning experience while he was logy under the influence of alcohol. Have a look, it's very illuminating and a great read.

 

[Stan]

Why don't you hang around a bit and see if you find some comfort here before you ctb? It can make a difference to be heard and respected.

Hi and welcome. Completely agree with what was said above.

 

[Cm96]

Honestly just getting out there made me feel a little better. I tried just venting to my therapist how I was reading into Robin Williams passing and how it seemed peaceful and ended up in the psych ward for like 10 days. Like I have dark shit that just gets stuck in loop in my head and I am glad I found this site. I appreciate you guys. I'm bipolar 1 type and I cycle frequently and this is the perfect outlet. Sorry if I'm being dramatic.

 

[Rachel74]

Honestly just getting out there made me feel a little better. I tried just venting to my therapist how I was

We are free therapists on here. Plus we know more.

 

[woxihuanni]

Honestly just getting out there made me feel a little better. I tried just venting to my therapist how I was reading into Robin Williams passing and how it seemed peaceful and ended up in the psych ward for like 10 days. Like I have dark shit that just gets stuck in loop in my head and I am glad I found this site. I appreciate you guys. I'm bipolar 1 type and I cycle frequently and this is the perfect outlet. Sorry if I'm being dramatic.

Nah, not dramatic at all. Also, fuck your therapist so much.

 

[Stan]

Sorry if I'm being dramatic

No apologies for that. Share what you want here, rant, rave scream at the moon. I helps me at times.

 

[woxihuanni]

No apologies for that. Share what you want here, rant, rave scream at the moon. I helps me at times.

Now I'm sort of huffy you did not suggest screaming at the moon to me before. Preferably naked, I'd say.

 

[Stan]

Just one suggestion, if that is really you in your avatar picture you may want to change it for your own security
Maybe you want to share your story if you feel comfortable, keep it as anonymous as you can.

 

[sleepy dog]

I don't think the things you want to try would work. SI is probably too strong. Seroquel has been OD before, it does not kill.

 

[Cm96]

I don't think the things you want to try would work. SI is probably too strong. Seroquel has been OD before, it does not kill.

But what about seroquel in combination with drowning. Like just downing a bunch of pills and swimming out as deep as I can.

 

[alexithymia]

But what about seroquel in combination with drowning. Like just downing a bunch of pills and swimming out as deep as I can.

I'm not sure how much the Seroquel would help with that. I take it every night and it takes a while to kick in. While it is sedating, it doesn't completely knock me out.

Also, drowning is a pretty horrendous way to go. I'm not sure it's advisable.

 

[sleepy dog]

I think probably the survival reactions would overcome any effect of Seroquel. The younger you are, the stronger the SI, and the stronger your body. I took it for 14 years, and have to take it now for court order. It makes me sleep an average of 20 hours. I think even for me, the survival instinct would be too hard to overcome, even with seroquel. Please do more research, for your own benefit.