Hexen
Student
- Aug 12, 2019
- 135
Cant find a job with my degree so I will probably start looking for work in factory, storage or something like that. Cant believe I wasted 5 years on nothing. Its so depressing seeing people knowing what they want to be and knowing that they will surely have job opportunities. TBH I went to college just to do something because I had no clue what to do. It just so happened that I am decent at that but after finishing this shit, there are no jobs for my degree.What I actually want is not realistic and my wishes dont collide with this reality. It would have been far better if i was born on some other planet. Maybe on that planet you could do what you want. It just makes me want to kill myself even more because I have to do what I dont want to do in order to survive. I still cant believe it, its funny and sad at the same time. How does one remain sane when you are always losing at everything?