Urgent Questions about SN

[CAH]

Hi all,
After an unsuccessful drive today, I think I am going with SN. I have some questions:

1. Should I mix two doses of 15 mg to 50 ml of water? Is more better?
2. When people say it failed, does that mean someone found them, or they just got really sick?
3. If someone got really sick and "woke up", would taking the second dose work?

Thanks

 

[InTheAirTonight]

1. One should aim for at least 20g (not mg) in 50ml water. This is your decision to CTB, I'm not encouraging you.
2. Most failures were because they were found or called EMS themselves. A few rare cases claim they woke up after several hours with no major effect (skeptical)
3. The second dose is mainly if you vomit immediately after the first dose.

 

[Living sucks]

20g/50ml
This link takes you to anecdotes. There's fatal and non and a post with 2 google docs to see a bigger list.
I'm just curious why this was labeled urgent?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ces-information-google-docs.29900/post-697337

 

[CAH]

Can we PM to discuss?

 

[Living sucks]

Can we PM to discuss?

Who?

 

[autumnal]

Hi all,
After an unsuccessful drive today, I think I am going with SN. I have some questions:

1. Should I mix two doses of 15 mg to 50 ml of water? Is more better?
2. When people say it failed, does that mean someone found them, or they just got really sick?
3. If someone got really sick and "woke up", would taking the second dose work?

Thanks

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/autumnal-rtfm-resources-only-extended-information-png.34278/

I would suggest you refer to the PPH and Stan's Guide. These should answer all of your questions.

I too would question your labeling of this thread as 'Urgent'.

 

[CAH]

Sorry about that - emotions are high, and my mind is spinning.

 

[autumnal]

Sorry about that - emotions are high, and my mind is spinning.

That's understandable. Just take some time to calm down and read the guides when you are in a clearer mindset to do so. There is no rush to any of this.

 

[CAH]

I know. I suffer from Chronic trauma and massive hysteria episodes, so calm is not really accessible to me. Spending 11 months on a cure or recovery and having zero movement has compounded the situation. for example, with jumping, not sure how calm most people are when they jump.... maybe some people are. I have a daughter so I am tormetned.
Also, there is a negative spiraling pattern when I anticipate improvement "the next day", and when there is not, it is soul crushing. There is a limit to human torment. You seem to provide a stabilizing effect in the forums, thank you for that. I am assuming you are a "stayer"? :)