Update

[Tabbyql]

Well I finally went through my plan of running off, and hiding away and inevitably doing the deed. I survived being outside hiding in bushes and in fields all night and the next day. I didn't realise anyone had called the police, and when I was walking opposite a river in the middle of nowhere a police man found me and I had to go with him. I was really pissed off but by then I was lethargic from no sleep or food for 2 days so i couldn't run. When they got me back to the police cars, they detained me and put me on a section 136. So I stayed in the mental health hospital, and I was beyond terrified. But the staff were so nice washed my dirty clothes, checked on me every 10 mins. Then I was assessed by 3 Drs. I'm back on a load of different meds, and have the crisis team supporting me. So I'm going to give this treatment a chance. I will still visit here as it hasn't taken away my thoughts of suicide. But maybe things will change who knows.

 

[Jean Améry]

Good luck.

 

[fastFWD]

shit man good luck for real; i hope it works out for you dude

 

[GeorgeJL]

I doubt you would have made it very long, you would have probably given up in 2 weeks and gotten some help. Just my two cents. SI is very strong for starving yourself in that kind of situation.

You should try the self authoring program.

Self Authoring - What is Self Authoring?

www.selfauthoring.com

And try some psychedelics. HMU if you want advice with that.

 

[binturong]

Hope it makes you feel better about your life and you'll get a taste of happiness before you go. Good luck.
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Sorry for my English, I can not learn a non-native language, so use the program for translation.

 

[Lara Francis]

Well I finally went through my plan of running off, and hiding away and inevitably doing the deed. I survived being outside hiding in bushes and in fields all night and the next day. I didn't realise anyone had called the police, and when I was walking opposite a river in the middle of nowhere a police man found me and I had to go with him. I was really pissed off but by then I was lethargic from no sleep or food for 2 days so i couldn't run. When they got me back to the police cars, they detained me and put me on a section 136. So I stayed in the mental health hospital, and I was beyond terrified. But the staff were so nice washed my dirty clothes, checked on me every 10 mins. Then I was assessed by 3 Drs. I'm back on a load of different meds, and have the crisis team supporting me. So I'm going to give this treatment a chance. I will still visit here as it hasn't taken away my thoughts of suicide. But maybe things will change who knows.

Good luck,i guess you never know unless you try.i wish u well.

 

[spanishguy22]

Did they know where you were?

 

[Soul]

Thank you for letting us know. It's good that you feel supported and secure enough to give this treatment a try. (((Hugs)))

 

[Ko9]

Really brave of you to give it all still a chance.

 

[Letmego. Please]

The best of wishes for you & i hope things start to look up for you.
Take care & all the help they offer ((Hugs))

 

[Going Home]

Thank God they are not isolating you or forgetting about you. I hope you find happiness :)