Update: I no longer feel suicidal

[SoftWorries]

Hi guys

I was posting a lot here last spring until the summer.

I wanted to die. I planned it out. I got the things ready and waited for when I'd feel ready.

But I stopped feeling like dying. I started to feel like it was alright to stick around. Nothing else changed in any noticable way.

I threw away my equipment tonight. I was only reminded of it because something upsetting happened and it made me think:

"If this was last spring I bet I would have killed myself over this."

And I was glad to be alive.

Thanks for listening beautiful people

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I'm glad to hear that. I hope you never feel this way again.

 

[Jenny 1234]

That is really great news

 

[AshClouds]

I'm really happy for you. Be vigilant, I don't think I wasn't suicidal for a while, although those thoughts did appear in my mind from time to time. Looking back, I guess my suicidality was in remission.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm happy that your mental state has improved! ^_^ Make it doesn't come back when you least expect it! >_<

 

[Pizarnikishere]

So happy for you, I hope you can continue like this, you have been very strong!

 

[SoftWorries]

I'm really happy for you. Be vigilant, I don't think I wasn't suicidal for a while, although those thoughts did appear in my mind from time to time. Looking back, I guess my suicidality was in remission.

Thanks so much for the advice x I'll stay gentle with myself

So happy for you, I hope you can continue like this, you have been very strong!

Thank you so much :) xoxoxo

 

[exteriorizes]

Hi guys

I was posting a lot here last spring until the summer.

I wanted to die. I planned it out. I got the things ready and waited for when I'd feel ready.

But I stopped feeling like dying. I started to feel like it was alright to stick around. Nothing else changed in any noticable way.

I threw away my equipment tonight. I was only reminded of it because something upsetting happened and it made me think:

"If this was last spring I bet I would have killed myself over this."

And I was glad to be alive.

Thanks for listening beautiful people

That's good man. Keep ballin, keep going. Through every dark night, there's a brighter day after that.

 

[stscss]

Congrats <3

 

[JustABug]

Hi guys

I was posting a lot here last spring until the summer.

I wanted to die. I planned it out. I got the things ready and waited for when I'd feel ready.

But I stopped feeling like dying. I started to feel like it was alright to stick around. Nothing else changed in any noticable way.

I threw away my equipment tonight. I was only reminded of it because something upsetting happened and it made me think:

"If this was last spring I bet I would have killed myself over this."

And I was glad to be alive.

Thanks for listening beautiful people

I'm glad you're here.

 

[Kundalini Guy]

Same am no longer suicidal, sometimes its fine to seek help from doctors.

 

[Alyra]

I'm so happy for you