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Deleted member 23885
Experienced
- Nov 18, 2020
- 294
Being alive- and battling Depression and BPD- makes me feel like I'm living in Hell on Earth. I just want it end. Oh God! The only thing that prevents me is that I have no surefire suicide method. I have to wait until I immigrate to America to ctb with a shotgun. At least, a shotgun to the head has a 99% success rate.