Venting until friday, i've a hard exersice of faking.

[narval]

I'm in a training offered by a company. Some (not me) was hired. The ones who wasn't, we have to enter in another selection process.


And i don't wanna. I don't fucking want to work there. Just not. Supposelly is a good oportunity and bla bla bla. But i don't fucking know what to do right here right now with my life,
even i barely can deal with normal daily things


And i've to fake i'm interested in the job and the capacitation until friday. My family will want to know how its going. Also classmates will ask things about this.

If i say the truth i'm fucked, potentially kicked out home (or sent to mental health) if my family knows i'm passing job oportunities.

So, let's wear a mask and "bad luck, i aplied and i didn't pass the selection"

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds stressful what you are going through. Life is certainly tiring. I can relate to not being able to deal with normal daily things. I know I am not meant for this world. I wish you the best.