Venting Unperson

[hypnoticpoisoned]

I had a life, but now it's like everything has evaporated up into the air. I had idiosyncrasies & little preoccupations, the things I wnjoy about other people. I have a kind of ambiguated love for human beings & therefore had myself, but I can't find those things in me anymore, they are gone. My day to day is shapeless. I appreciate nothing, & don't think anything. Derealized. Y'know. Unpersoned

Here's to May 21st! This is the only thing that feels real to me.

 

[DownwardSpiral]

i feel similar. Almost everything I say or do goes unheard and unseen, straight into the meaningless void like it never mattered in the first place. My efforts to recover and build a support system are all in vain. Without connection or purpose, I'm essentially not a human anymore, just a husk. I'm glad you have closure to look forward to at least.