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magicdeathbutton

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Mar 18, 2026
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You hear about people dying in the news because of CO leaks and it's such a shame because they want to live and they died in a way that I wish I could die in, peacefully and without awareness just in their sleep. Why can't god have spared them and taken me?😭
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
322
I remember saying stuff like this , back in the day in front of my highschool classmates. And they used to look at me weird " like eww how dare u say that"
Mf?? Thats how I feel , we cant express ourselves anymore?
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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I hear ya. I have done so many things on purpose that have killed people by accident and I'm still here. There is no such thing as fair.
 
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Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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i would not say that. those people usually did not seek death, had families and such. they certainly did not want to die. i find it distasteful to speak of how unfair it is, even as suicidal person.
 
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magicdeathbutton

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Mar 18, 2026
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i would not say that. those people usually did not seek death, had families and such. they certainly did not want to die. i find it distasteful to speak of how unfair it is, even as suicidal person.
That's why I said they don't want to die and yet they did and I want to die and yet I live
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,651
I understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence ever again, I only envy those who no longer exist as they are at peace from the terrible torture of existing, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I only see those who are no longer burdened with this torturous existence as being fortunate.
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
162
You hear about people dying in the news because of CO leaks and it's such a shame because they want to live and they died in a way that I wish I could die in, peacefully and without awareness just in their sleep. Why can't god have spared them and taken me?😭
Yeah it is kind of ironic. I mean, some people die from simple freak accidents, but some of us go to great lengths to guarantee it, and it's like death says, "Nope, not you. Not today". When I saw that Chuck Norris had died, I thought, "Why did he have to die and I'm still living?".
 

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