LossOfWill
Lowpoly Heaven
- Dec 24, 2020
- 72
I just can't feel it. Romantic, familial, none of it. It feels like my emotions are a joke since I just get bored of them in the matter of minutes. I think I have alexithymia.
I'm so fucking jealous and tired of seeing happy people in loving relationships. I want that. I just can't feel it. I know there are people who love me but it doesn't matter. It all just feels like one big prank that the world is in on but me. I just want to die and get it over with. I'm crying right now. Please I want to be loved so badly but it doesn't matter!!! I can't feel it!!!!!
I'm so fucking jealous and tired of seeing happy people in loving relationships. I want that. I just can't feel it. I know there are people who love me but it doesn't matter. It all just feels like one big prank that the world is in on but me. I just want to die and get it over with. I'm crying right now. Please I want to be loved so badly but it doesn't matter!!! I can't feel it!!!!!