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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
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I've debated whether to post this or not but I'm going to take a chance. I am about to CTB tonight by SN but I am absolutely shitting myself being alone. Its a full gone conclusion that CTB is happening but I have time to delay a day or two for a partner, and with a medical issue that has come up it may be in my best interests anyway. I have everything needed and can share some stuff if necessary. I am on the south coast of England but can travel or provide an undisturbed place. Is anyone ready and wants to join me? I dont need anything else and if there is no one I will go ahead on my own I would just prefer someone to do this with. Thanks
 
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PhilosOfDoom

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Nov 22, 2019
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I've debated whether to post this or not but I'm going to take a chance. I am about to CTB tonight by SN but I am absolutely shitting myself being alone. Its a full gone conclusion that CTB is happening but I have time to delay a day or two for a partner, and with a medical issue that has come up it may be in my best interests anyway. I have everything needed and can share some stuff if necessary. I am on the south coast of England but can travel or provide an undisturbed place. Is anyone ready and wants to join me? I dont need anything else and if there is no one I will go ahead on my own I would just prefer someone to do this with. Thanks
If you want to reach more people, you may want to also post on the partners' megathread. Good luck.
 
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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
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I am already on there but will do xx
 
Giraffey

Giraffey

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Mar 7, 2020
439
I'm also in the UK but not quite ready to depart within the next couple of days. Still, it fills me with sadness to think that you're having to undergo what should be such a positive experience alone and terrified. So I guess I just wanted to stop by and say that I'm keeping you in my thoughts, really hope that you find strength and company in the coming days :heart:
 
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Mm80

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May 15, 2019
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Are you sure its your time you seem hurried? xx
 
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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
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Are you sure its your time you seem hurried? xx

Yes I am sure. Anytime between now and the weekend is good with me. Everything is in place I am just scared and nervous.
 
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Mm80

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May 15, 2019
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Naturally. Gutted for you to be in this position tbh. Im not ready yet but have my bits x
 
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